so at about 5:00 today i was as happy as can be... getting ready to go out and meet some friends and see the SG show... which was by the way the best show ever
now i am crying so hard i can hardly see to type... anyone who knows me at all knows that i am the biggest cat freak ever... my kitties are my children... i give them vitamins make their food (they don't need all that processed shit anymore than i do ) and make sure they are taken care of before i take care of myself...
moving on... at 2:00 or so micahticus and i got home and my kitty jackson was laying on his side crying in agony every time he tried to move... he recently had a bladder infection that the meds did not kick and we were going to take him back to the vet on monday... well obviously monday was out of the question and we packed him up and took him to medvet... it turns out his urethra was obstructed and his bladder was filled with fluid so much it was the size of my fist... they drained him and were going to cath him and keep him for a couple days... that was bad enough $700 dollars and a hell of a scare... of course that couldn't be all... during the course of straining to urinate he ruptured his urethra and can't be cathed... he needs surgery to completly reconstruct his urethra and it costs $1400... we can't afford that... my kitty is 1 year and 4 days old to be exact and it isn't right that he can't get a surgery he needs to live because i am poor... people can't be denied service but i have to bring my cat home tomorrow and slowly watch him die because he only has a 20% chance of healing right, or, i have him put down... i would make payments and i would pay it off but i have to pay it all upfront... my only chance is that by some miracle my poor ass will get approved for a loan through wells fargo and he can get the surgery that would never happen... but i sit here at 6:00 in the morning waiting for the 1 in a million chance that the person on the other end of the line when the phone rings is going to say that i got the loan... this is so unfair... i had another kitty andy who got a urinary infection and a fever... he responded to no meds and had to be hospitalized... he started to respond to the antibiotic injections but his heart had been damaged by the fever (which we did not know) and when they gave him his last cortizone shot for the pain he had a heart attack and died... this was 1 year ago almost to the date... i can not go through this again it is not right... i am so picky about my animals and don't know why this happens to me... i clean their box regularly feed them right and put them through as little stress as possible... i follow the holistic cat book the new natural cat by anitra frazier to a t... i take in strays, through holistic remedies get them back to good health, and release them to no kill shelters... but i can't save my cats life... this is bull shit... okay i have nothing else to say right now except if you pray to any 'god' please do it for jackson... if you want to pay for my cats surgery you would be the greatest person that walks the earth... i called my mom and she wants to help but she makes less a year than i do and there is no way she has the money... i was so desperate that i called my dad and he can go on a cruse and buy a new boat every year but he is so broke that he can't help save my baby... that mother fucker owns a gas station/service station... people always need gas and their car fixed but he is broke... my ass, that mother fucker is an ass hole... i think i am going to lose my mind
please donate to the save jackson fund i have no hope this is the worst feeling ever
*******UPDATE*********
everyone is so incredibly great here i love you all... i can't even believe you all are willing to donate money to a cat and girl you have never met... this is the update... at 1:00 this afternoon the vets office called and said i was approved (well my boyfriend was approved) for $700... my mom told me she could afford to front me what i am getting on my tax returns which is a little over $400... i am able to post date a check for $100 for this friday (payday) and my boyfriend is able to post date a check for $100 for the first of the month... that only puts us $100 in the hole and the doctors said they were risking it and doing the surgery anyway and if we have to get billed for the other $100 we will... I just received the call that my kitty has had his surgery and is doing fine... he now has a straight urethra and pees like a girl... this means no worries of him ever having the same problem with blockage again... thank you so much for your support and willingness to help... i am in debt up to my ears now but my kitty is alive and going to make it with alot of love for the next couple weeks... i don't even know how we got approved for that money or have any idea how insaine the interest is going to be but i don't care my baby can come home tomorrow... thank you all again i really appreciate all the kindness
i can't believe how nice the people here are... i never really expected anyone to help i was just venting... the people in the kitties group were telling me to set up a paypal account and they would donate and people here in my journal were offering to help... this is just amazing to me that people are so nice... i know that i do shit like that for other people but no one has ever been so nice to me without wanting something... it is nice to know that people are still kind to those who need it... thanks for all the offers of help but it wouldn't be right to take anyones money now that he is going to live... it's just a matter of paying it back now with insaine interest... jackson thanks you all too
now i am crying so hard i can hardly see to type... anyone who knows me at all knows that i am the biggest cat freak ever... my kitties are my children... i give them vitamins make their food (they don't need all that processed shit anymore than i do ) and make sure they are taken care of before i take care of myself...
moving on... at 2:00 or so micahticus and i got home and my kitty jackson was laying on his side crying in agony every time he tried to move... he recently had a bladder infection that the meds did not kick and we were going to take him back to the vet on monday... well obviously monday was out of the question and we packed him up and took him to medvet... it turns out his urethra was obstructed and his bladder was filled with fluid so much it was the size of my fist... they drained him and were going to cath him and keep him for a couple days... that was bad enough $700 dollars and a hell of a scare... of course that couldn't be all... during the course of straining to urinate he ruptured his urethra and can't be cathed... he needs surgery to completly reconstruct his urethra and it costs $1400... we can't afford that... my kitty is 1 year and 4 days old to be exact and it isn't right that he can't get a surgery he needs to live because i am poor... people can't be denied service but i have to bring my cat home tomorrow and slowly watch him die because he only has a 20% chance of healing right, or, i have him put down... i would make payments and i would pay it off but i have to pay it all upfront... my only chance is that by some miracle my poor ass will get approved for a loan through wells fargo and he can get the surgery that would never happen... but i sit here at 6:00 in the morning waiting for the 1 in a million chance that the person on the other end of the line when the phone rings is going to say that i got the loan... this is so unfair... i had another kitty andy who got a urinary infection and a fever... he responded to no meds and had to be hospitalized... he started to respond to the antibiotic injections but his heart had been damaged by the fever (which we did not know) and when they gave him his last cortizone shot for the pain he had a heart attack and died... this was 1 year ago almost to the date... i can not go through this again it is not right... i am so picky about my animals and don't know why this happens to me... i clean their box regularly feed them right and put them through as little stress as possible... i follow the holistic cat book the new natural cat by anitra frazier to a t... i take in strays, through holistic remedies get them back to good health, and release them to no kill shelters... but i can't save my cats life... this is bull shit... okay i have nothing else to say right now except if you pray to any 'god' please do it for jackson... if you want to pay for my cats surgery you would be the greatest person that walks the earth... i called my mom and she wants to help but she makes less a year than i do and there is no way she has the money... i was so desperate that i called my dad and he can go on a cruse and buy a new boat every year but he is so broke that he can't help save my baby... that mother fucker owns a gas station/service station... people always need gas and their car fixed but he is broke... my ass, that mother fucker is an ass hole... i think i am going to lose my mind
please donate to the save jackson fund i have no hope this is the worst feeling ever
*******UPDATE*********
everyone is so incredibly great here i love you all... i can't even believe you all are willing to donate money to a cat and girl you have never met... this is the update... at 1:00 this afternoon the vets office called and said i was approved (well my boyfriend was approved) for $700... my mom told me she could afford to front me what i am getting on my tax returns which is a little over $400... i am able to post date a check for $100 for this friday (payday) and my boyfriend is able to post date a check for $100 for the first of the month... that only puts us $100 in the hole and the doctors said they were risking it and doing the surgery anyway and if we have to get billed for the other $100 we will... I just received the call that my kitty has had his surgery and is doing fine... he now has a straight urethra and pees like a girl... this means no worries of him ever having the same problem with blockage again... thank you so much for your support and willingness to help... i am in debt up to my ears now but my kitty is alive and going to make it with alot of love for the next couple weeks... i don't even know how we got approved for that money or have any idea how insaine the interest is going to be but i don't care my baby can come home tomorrow... thank you all again i really appreciate all the kindness
i can't believe how nice the people here are... i never really expected anyone to help i was just venting... the people in the kitties group were telling me to set up a paypal account and they would donate and people here in my journal were offering to help... this is just amazing to me that people are so nice... i know that i do shit like that for other people but no one has ever been so nice to me without wanting something... it is nice to know that people are still kind to those who need it... thanks for all the offers of help but it wouldn't be right to take anyones money now that he is going to live... it's just a matter of paying it back now with insaine interest... jackson thanks you all too
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SOOOOOOOO happy to hear he's gonna be ok!!
3 cheers for king JACKSON!
hip, hip HOORAY!
hip, hip HOORAY!
hip, hip HOORAAAAAAAAY!
//ke_v