The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows.
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so far, i'm in love with August...i've never really been much of a fan before, but i've got some awesomeness ahead that makes me smile everytime i think of them...first up, trip to Boston/New Hampshire to visit my brother Jeff and his family next week...haven't seen him in a year and it makes me sad, he's like my twin despite our 12 year age difference...and...
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bapb:
Have fun visiting your brother and his family. Glad good stuff awaits you going forward. 
Bury the hatchet with an old enemy. You are usually the peacemaker, but in this case and with this person you can't seem to give in. But there is much to be gained from befriending an old friend who let you down. First, you will reestablish a connection that was once very, very good for you. Second, you will fill up a dark spot in...
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atlas_:
Excellent. If only we could "merge" your talents with my endowments!! *snicker*
marieface:
Hahaha thankyou, and yes, I LOVE the early stages of dating when things just get completely off track. I end up loving the experience so much more because of it!
I'm scared...i have this opportunity to open myself up to the possibility of really, truly being happy and all i'm fealing is fear...i've never been the closed off type, but i'm finding myself realizing that my biggest fear is to, once again, be expendable to somebody...feeling expendable is the worst hurt i've ever known...i can't shake the feeling that i can spend such a significant...
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rexall:
the weeding out is driving me crazy. cus i don't really need to delete anyone but the tattooed one from my life (he's the one from that post). he makes random appearances and i give in and let him slide on things. and i have to remember he is not the only pretty tattooed male in nyc. there are tons! i have this thing about closure and i really want it. but last night i was thinking that i really need to just move on cus in the end he's a douchebag. and then i saw that this morning and i just laughed. damnit.
milosweet:
i might renew for while, its just kinda heart breaking to be on here but i still love it so much.
You might over think it and scare your self out of it.
You might over think it and scare your self out of it.
Holy mother fucking balls my skin feels like it's on fucking fire!!! Aloe with lidocaine only helps for, it seems like, 15 minutes, and yesterday this sweetheart of a man lathered it on me and it was nice, but today it's absolute agony!! And i'm really pissed with myself because this weekend was supposed to be awesome and new and fuck it, a lot of...
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synnove:
Love the departed! And thank you for the compliment
marieface:
Hahaha those drunk people apparently deserved it, seeing as they were making too much noise in his "yard".
Which is a street, haha. I felt a little bad, but not really. It just scared em a little bit!
Which is a street, haha. I felt a little bad, but not really. It just scared em a little bit!
Today was amazing...well, still is amazing...had a girl's beach day that involved a lot of peach sangria that had marinated since yesterday (very very yummy), somewhat questionable music choices, and a shitload of laughing...BUT we made the mistake of falling asleep without reapplying sunscreen which resulted in a very hideous sunburn on the backs of all our legs...and yes, mine is the worst...this amazing day...
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danaalexandria:
Sounds like a keeper!
carnelian:
that sounds awfully amazing! i bet you will be feeling great
i bet you will be feeling greatIt's so fucking cliche, i know...and it makes me nauseas to even say this, but it is so true...when one door closes, another one always opens...and to think, if i hadn't slammed that door when i did, i could have completely missed out on something amazing...it's so sad and scary how many doors i may have missed out on opening over the past few years....
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clio:
thanks! i have one set waiting to be submitted and 2 shoots planned next week. good things come to those who wait.
missmay:
My due date is Sept 29. But.. the first due date they gave me was Sept 2. I think he'll be here by Sept 14.
I'm so ready to have this baby!!!
I'm so ready to have this baby!!!
Courtesy of a mini-debate between my friends Wallis and Jessica...it's amazing that they can just pull quotes out of their heads like this, but they actually debate for a living, so i guess it's to be expected...
"War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war...
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"War is an ugly thing, but not the ugliest of things. The decayed and degraded state of moral and patriotic feeling which thinks that nothing is worth war...
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rexall:
thank you for leaving love. haha i really have taken a shine to calling him stupid.
rexall:
i think it's really about what the moment feels like. hahaha. stupid worked then, there have been many choice words in the last week. i'm fond of shithead, asshole, fucking retarded prick... etc! i just deleted him off my friends list here. i think i'm over it now HAHAHA.
These are the kinds of days where I wish more than 3 little boys could appreciate my cooking skills...made a mean ass breakfast for them consisting of garlic potatoes, really amazing smoked bacon and coconut milk pancakes...the boys loved it, but everyone i informed were welcome to partake all had to either work or go to school...blah. Can't wait for September!!
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eroticgeek:
Geez. That sounds absolutely amazing. I would love to have some of that right now. After eating hospital food for almost five days, I would do tear some of that up. Where can I get a plate of some of those goodies. Could you make it diabetic compliant? *giggles*
carnelian:
yeah i quit. i didnt even tell my boss...i just left. and i am not going back!
driving this evening and stumbled upon this song...couldn't believe i was hearing it...it's got to be at least a decade since this song was in my life...and so glad it's back...can you guess it before you click??
Gotta hold on, gotta stay strong
When the day comes
Better believe bone got a shoulder you can lean on
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMYAEHE2GrM
Gotta hold on, gotta stay strong
When the day comes
Better believe bone got a shoulder you can lean on
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VMYAEHE2GrM
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carnelian:
ah well Thank You!!
eroticgeek:
I remember that song. Great tune. Thanks for sharing!
One month down...i think the hardest part may be behind me...of course, now that i've said it, i'm sure the worst is to come 
mandajune:
I agree 100%
Shes amazing!
Why is the worst coming?
Shes amazing!
Why is the worst coming?
eroticgeek:
Negativity gets you nowhere hun, keep smiling and look on the bright side. You made it one month. Just keep looking on down the road. *hugs* We have your hand to take on through the journey.
As much as I love July, it's been a really rough month...and I can't seem to shake it off. 
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atlas_:
I would say that I would think of you while I am there, but ... I really won't be!
menina:
thANK U!
everybody here is so hypocritical.