kekelyn

I can't stop crying; and when I did stop crying, I would look at her laying there dead; eyes blank...and cry again. I feel like I've punished her; like I've failed. I can't seem to find my favourite picture of her...and I'm so upset.

I'm going to miss her so much. She slept with me every night; on my chest or butt, or by my feet, and for the past half year, by my head. When she was a kitten she would play with your eyelashes... and I remember laying in bed with her after her accident as a kitten and holding her not knowing if she would survive....

*cries*

She was so beautiful.