keila

"There's no one to hear. You might as well scream. They never woke up from the american dream. And they don't understand what they don't see. And they look through you and they look past me."

I started at the real estate office this week and it's going but slowly. I have a 9 am meeting tomorrow. Which only sucks because once again it is evening and I'm getting restless. Which leads to me laying in bed tossing and turning while my mind runs away. This seems to be happening more and more following SG events It's this wierd pull between satisfied and longing......almost like a tease but not really. Like a good relationship where you're time with some one is amazing but never compleat and it leaves you intrigued.
Plus I just got home from orienting parents at my other job and it turned into a bit of orginized caios due to others not doing their job.
I want to move to London. Ok well I just want to move which is always at the back of my mind but more so when others around me at talking about it. There are pro's and con's. I do like where I live but I don't want to be 40 and still be in the same state saying I have lived in the same place all my life. Not that I would really move to London.......although awesome, I was thinking within the US
Anyway, have I mentioned that I love my SG friends. They are so awesome

RANDOM THOUGHT-
I have that C2 coke commercial song stuck in my heard.
I don't want to be free right now.......well maybe I do, I don't know it's confusing

Lack of public transportain pisses me off.

When I though of updating earlier there was other stuff I wanted to write but it eludes me now so this will have to do for now