There are things going on in my life that I don't fully understand. A range of emotion that I've been through before and never wanted to experience again. This is going to be a harsh three weeks. I don't know whats going to happen, or how everything is going to end, but i guess we'll find out. I cut off all possible contact just to be safe. I need to cool off. I need to blow of some frustration. I can't let this throw me for a loop. three weeks and we can try to get things calmed down and back to normal. Love is strange, and I'm it's bitch.