Well, I got dumped by another girl today. I just wish I understood why. I mean, at first I thought I just had bad timing, but at some point that just isn't believable. I mean, attraction happens everyday between people regardless of circumstances but somehow I always miss out. But I am trying to look at this from a logical perspective to deal with the problem. So based on the concept of the lowest common denominator the problem is... me. I've tried to date women from all different walks of life and the result is always the same. So that leaves only only one factor, me. I'm what's wrong in all these scenarios. I'm admitting defeat. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried being myself, then I tried being an adult, then I tried being an aloof cool guy, and they all ended with the same result; me alone. I don't understand how boys all over the world get girls by treating like nothing but sex objects, but I try to treat them like people and just get shit on. I refuse to make women feel worthless just so I can get laid; and believe me, I could if wanted to, I'm not dumb, and I have a way with words. I could trick lots of woman into sleeping with me, but I choose not to, and that only ends up in screwing me over. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me. I promise I would try to be everything you wanted, I just need a chance. I just have never gotten it. I don't know what's left for me. I stayed single for so long just so I wouldn't feel this way, but now I feel alone and vulnerable again. I just wish I could disappear and be forgotten, then I wouldn't feel so alone.