I'm not totally sure what is going on with me. Maybe I am having an identity crisis.
I felt like I was getting closer to the person I wanted to be and becoming comfortable in my own skin. Now all of the sudden I have no clue who I am or where I'm going. What happened to where I said I would be two years ago? Didn't I have some kind of plan? Wasn't I going to school? I don't know anything anymore.
I'm in a weird stage right now. I can't decide whether I want to be destructive, or throw myself all over the place and into different projects until I catch up with myself. I'm not sure if that even makes any sense.
I am so far out of the loop with my photography it is frustrating. I'm almost to the point of selling all the equipment I have and just calling it quits. I'm so beyond finding any small amount of inspiration that I sometimes take my camera out and just put it back.
I'm sad that all my friends I would sacrifice my life for are so far away. Like- out of state or another continent FAR AWAY. What is up with that?
All of this thinking going on in my head lately is almost making me want to stand up and just walk away from my job and never look back. I should be finishing up school and chasing my passion... and what not. Right? The American dream? Or something.
Anyway. Here are some pictures.
I felt like I was getting closer to the person I wanted to be and becoming comfortable in my own skin. Now all of the sudden I have no clue who I am or where I'm going. What happened to where I said I would be two years ago? Didn't I have some kind of plan? Wasn't I going to school? I don't know anything anymore.
I'm in a weird stage right now. I can't decide whether I want to be destructive, or throw myself all over the place and into different projects until I catch up with myself. I'm not sure if that even makes any sense.
I am so far out of the loop with my photography it is frustrating. I'm almost to the point of selling all the equipment I have and just calling it quits. I'm so beyond finding any small amount of inspiration that I sometimes take my camera out and just put it back.
I'm sad that all my friends I would sacrifice my life for are so far away. Like- out of state or another continent FAR AWAY. What is up with that?
All of this thinking going on in my head lately is almost making me want to stand up and just walk away from my job and never look back. I should be finishing up school and chasing my passion... and what not. Right? The American dream? Or something.
Anyway. Here are some pictures.
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franie:
I will let you know if I am at any shows over there again.
sealion:
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