I wish I could say I had a happy, feel good blog coming your way.
But I can't.
I don't know what is wrong with me lately. It's almost like I have a big cloud of depression floating over me. I am sure that sounds dramatic but its the only way I can describe the way I feel lately. I've lost my way lately. I am no where near getting towards what I want and I have lost touch with everything I've had. If I'm not at work, I'm sleeping. And when I can't sleep I'm trying to distract myself with things that don't usually end up distracting me they just make me feel more empty. I don't want to feel empty and I don't want to feel unhappy, but I do. I feel like I really need the arms of someone who loves me to hold me closely and tell me everything's going to be alright.
But I can't.
I don't know what is wrong with me lately. It's almost like I have a big cloud of depression floating over me. I am sure that sounds dramatic but its the only way I can describe the way I feel lately. I've lost my way lately. I am no where near getting towards what I want and I have lost touch with everything I've had. If I'm not at work, I'm sleeping. And when I can't sleep I'm trying to distract myself with things that don't usually end up distracting me they just make me feel more empty. I don't want to feel empty and I don't want to feel unhappy, but I do. I feel like I really need the arms of someone who loves me to hold me closely and tell me everything's going to be alright.
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Don't feel bad for feeling this way. It happens to everyone at some point, the difference is in how you handle it. From the very little that I know about you, and I really hope this doesn't sound patronising, but you seem pretty damn strong. Be lost for a little while, knowing that as soon as you feel ready, you'll be back on form, kicking ass and taking names. There is light at the end of the tunnel, beautiful lady. xxxx