kedavra

I get to drive to LAX today through Mothers Day traffic and pick my dad up. Its been one giant clusterfuck getting him to my sisters graduation in Chicago and back home. Once he's home and this is all done I'll be happy. I have a feeling this is going to be a busy week.
I've been really moody the passed few weeks and I don't know what the deal is. I feel like I need some isolation from everyone and their problems. I feel so worn out, and I just had a vacation!
I feel like the future holds complicated decisions.
I'm half tempted when my lease is up here in September to call up my grandma and see if the offer still stands to move in with her rent free while I finish up school. I need change, I need something else.
Oh yes, Buy My Stuff.


This week or last week
I don't really care about it anymore
I write myself this later
I tell myself you let me go
Without me
Oh what's wrong with you
Monday Monday Monday.
Your house or mine
I don't really care about it anymore
I close my eyes
I make myself unhappy so you'll go
Without me
Oh, and I say damn your mood swings
I'm calling out, I don't really care for your city anymore
I spend the night
I lay awake and miss you when you go