I have a couple different things going on in my life right now that should have me happy. But once again it feels like this shit outweighs the good. Plus, I am just such an emotionally detached person that even if everything was dandy, I probably wouldn't be able to muster up some honest happiness for you. I really wish I could though.
My foster sister called and told me our foster dad wants to buy a house in Lake Havasu, AZ to retire in, but in the meantime, he would like to rent it to us for $200 TOTAL. That would make my share of the rent $100. Which would open up the opportunity for some time to save money and put a lot more focus into school, plus work part-time. Besides moving to the middle of hell, it sounds like such a wonderful plan to get me out of CA like I have always wanted, and help my financial problems. Okay, I don't really have financial problems, but I really hate the idea of working full time and all my money going to rent. It leaves no time for work or life.
The downside is, this could possibly take place in about 2 months. And I am supposed to resign my current lease by the end of this month. So, I can risk not signing it and staying on someones couch for a bit til we get the house, or sign the lease and not move for a year. My foster dad is going to go the bank this week to see about the house, so it's not even his yet, so nothing is written in stone. I really don't want to pass up the opportunity of cheap rent though. Also, I don't know who would offer their couch to me for the next 2-3 months.
Work still sucks. I lose my faith in it more and more each day. That makes me sad, because I used to enjoy my job. I'm ready for Mortuary School.
I am going to try and wake up early tomorrow to go running.
My foster sister called and told me our foster dad wants to buy a house in Lake Havasu, AZ to retire in, but in the meantime, he would like to rent it to us for $200 TOTAL. That would make my share of the rent $100. Which would open up the opportunity for some time to save money and put a lot more focus into school, plus work part-time. Besides moving to the middle of hell, it sounds like such a wonderful plan to get me out of CA like I have always wanted, and help my financial problems. Okay, I don't really have financial problems, but I really hate the idea of working full time and all my money going to rent. It leaves no time for work or life.
The downside is, this could possibly take place in about 2 months. And I am supposed to resign my current lease by the end of this month. So, I can risk not signing it and staying on someones couch for a bit til we get the house, or sign the lease and not move for a year. My foster dad is going to go the bank this week to see about the house, so it's not even his yet, so nothing is written in stone. I really don't want to pass up the opportunity of cheap rent though. Also, I don't know who would offer their couch to me for the next 2-3 months.
Work still sucks. I lose my faith in it more and more each day. That makes me sad, because I used to enjoy my job. I'm ready for Mortuary School.
I am going to try and wake up early tomorrow to go running.
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And YES. You DEF qualify. <3