went out last night and got home at 630 am this morning. i've just gotten up and am getting ready for workies. last night was good. lots of boys bought me drinks and let me know i was hot. i so need that right now. tonight i've got an early shift and i'm gonna get drunked up later and dance all night, just like last night. i am feeling lots better, still shit, but better. you always feel how ppl treat you.
grumble grumble. ryan convinced that stupid girl i made it all up and i'm his jealous ex. dammit. i want him to be lonely and miserable like me. at least i knowhe really is just a liar and doesn't care about anyone else, that makes it easier to forget about him. god what a waste of six months.
i'm terrified of running into him and her together somewhere.
grumble grumble. ryan convinced that stupid girl i made it all up and i'm his jealous ex. dammit. i want him to be lonely and miserable like me. at least i knowhe really is just a liar and doesn't care about anyone else, that makes it easier to forget about him. god what a waste of six months.
i'm terrified of running into him and her together somewhere.
Where'd you go last night? Im headed to the Amps for some random hardcore gig... hopefully i should be getting wasted! well not too drunk, ive got a performance driving day tomorrow yahoo
Hope you feel better about your scumbag ex sooner rather than later... Usually takes me a few hours, so take your time