kebabski

oh. my. god. this is my angry face. massages are relaxing. deep tissue/remedial massages, however, are just the opposite. i spent the first ten minutes thinking fuck i want to hit this bitch. then i realised that prolly wasn't helping me get less sick. so i was like ok relax, don't fight it just put up with it. then i was still angry and wanting to hit her and i was like FUCKING HELL I WANT TO HIT HER and then i just started giggling hysterically cos massages are not supposed to make you angry. it was funny. in my head. god i was so angry. still a bit when i think how ow. and this kid that everybody was like oh how adorable to kept rolling her fucking fitness ball at me then apologising. she wasn't sorry or accidental, she just wanted my attention. the only person not watching her is the one she cares to impress. thats not how you do it! then i get home, after driving past the angry making beach (angry cos i wanna go but i'm sick and feel crap, which the massage did NOT help) and i get home and jaymi calls going hey lets go to the beach. the last hour has sucked.