kealli

anyway..i had another sex dream the other night... i was having sex with a guy friend of mine. wait, maybe it wasnt full on sex.. just.. making out?
weird. very weird.
not someone i would actually want to have sex with. but it was quite warm and lovely in my dream.

do you think alcohol contributes to feelings of needing to get it on? i was buzzing tonight and *really* wanted to get it on. i dont drink that much so i dont know if this is normal. maybe it is just different for everyone.

while i was buzzed i would close my eyes and have this vision.. of myself.. naked, stretched out.. soft and smooth.. leather being wrapped around my wrists.. being pulled tighter.. a strong hand at my neck.

yum.
~k

p.s. there are so many people that i would like to get back to.. comment on their journal etc. but seriously for the past few weeks my dsl has been sucking the life out of me. speeds dropping below dial up etc. it takes forever for pages to load.. i get frustrated and give up. we are still going back and forth with our provider about it. ugh. hopefully i'll be up to speed soon!