kbonja

Ahhh so its definately been a minute since i last posted and it seems as if not a whole lot has happened since last time... but for the update im currently still wait on whether im getting new orders to a new duty station or if im getting medically seperated out of the navy...truthfully i am hoping for the first option but if the do decide to let me go im still fine with that too as they will have to pay me to get out and i will have medical benefits the rest of my life so i benefit one way or another! Lately i have been dealing with a whole lot of stress and had a nervous breakdown the other day in which i had to go home from work early and take a extra day off to calm down and relax so that i wa 100% again. As of now im handling the stress but the way im handling it doesnt seem right as it involves heavy smoking and quite a bit of drinking but hey what can i say everyone has their own methods to how they handle their stress and i suppose that is my way i mean its not like im drinking myself into a complete stupor where i do something i regret or cause harm to myself i just go out and have a good time having a few drinks and sing some karaoke. Looking at how i do things i can only imagine what others do or what they even think of me as i am always talking about drinking or going out to the bars but you know what i can honestly care less its how i live my life they have no say in how i live it. Slowly i have been managing to elimiinate the stressors in my life but some of them seem stubborn and just wont go away but what am i to say no one can have a perfect life with absolutely no stress in their life whatsoever. Anyways i suppose thats a good enough update for now and more will be soon to come and hopefully i can bring these updates a little sooner than what i have been doing but for the most part i seem to never get around to it...