damn this is a nasty little illness you wake up feeling all healthy like, you take a little dayquil stuff just to kill any left over fatigue and the such, it wears off and suddenly you realize you were so not better yet..
Thankfully I have a really sore throat that reminded me that I'm not 100% yet.. I went through like 3 litres of water today, and a full pack of throat losenges(sp)
I feel crudey right now, but I went up to high park in Toronto to take a walk with my girlie today. it was really nice. There was a moment where she was watching this little kid as I was walking over to her, it was I dunno just right, I'm normally this articulate harilquine writing thing when it comes to describing things.
Years ago I was "involved" with a girl who I used to almost weekly, send 1,200-2,000 word e-mails, just saying how wonerful she was. I do that for friends that are down that I truely find nifty, and attractive. But with my Girlie there aren't any words. she makes me so happy she just is. I'm content, and statisfied.
She is I dunno.. I am just emotionally lusting after her, though I dunno how much we really have in common, but we do seem to like to do much of the same things. I want to be with her as much as I can, even if I have to travel two hours there and back with subway time, two spend an hour or two with her, it is totally worth it.
It's kinda frustrating at the same time, because, we aren't dating, we aren't just friends, we are in this limbo state. Which is ok, it's kinda a normal state for me to be in with a girl, but I am farily certian I want to be with her. And I want to fall for her. (I'm kinda already doing that, but I'm more controled with it right now) I dunno, I'm enjoying my self right now alot. Dispite the pain in my throat... now I think I'm just going to copy and paste this to my live journal less typing..
Thankfully I have a really sore throat that reminded me that I'm not 100% yet.. I went through like 3 litres of water today, and a full pack of throat losenges(sp)
I feel crudey right now, but I went up to high park in Toronto to take a walk with my girlie today. it was really nice. There was a moment where she was watching this little kid as I was walking over to her, it was I dunno just right, I'm normally this articulate harilquine writing thing when it comes to describing things.
Years ago I was "involved" with a girl who I used to almost weekly, send 1,200-2,000 word e-mails, just saying how wonerful she was. I do that for friends that are down that I truely find nifty, and attractive. But with my Girlie there aren't any words. she makes me so happy she just is. I'm content, and statisfied.
She is I dunno.. I am just emotionally lusting after her, though I dunno how much we really have in common, but we do seem to like to do much of the same things. I want to be with her as much as I can, even if I have to travel two hours there and back with subway time, two spend an hour or two with her, it is totally worth it.
It's kinda frustrating at the same time, because, we aren't dating, we aren't just friends, we are in this limbo state. Which is ok, it's kinda a normal state for me to be in with a girl, but I am farily certian I want to be with her. And I want to fall for her. (I'm kinda already doing that, but I'm more controled with it right now) I dunno, I'm enjoying my self right now alot. Dispite the pain in my throat... now I think I'm just going to copy and paste this to my live journal less typing..