There are just some things if you don't say out loud or write down you will truly go insane. There are some wounds that will NEVER heal left from people you care about, but you can do your best to keep a bandage on those and keep the wounds clean with some sort of antiseptic. It sucks, and you don't want to be 'that girl' that harps on things and won't let them go, but you can't help how your mind works and how certain memories just linger around. I'm not even sure what triggers these certain memories. I wish I did though so I could avoid these thoughts at all cost. Yeah, so it's wounds like that, that would drive a person to drink at 8:30 AM.
missjordamn:
sounds like you've got some heavy shit on your mind. i wish you were here La!
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