Panama City has been kind of surreal. I'm kind of confining myself to one side of town and my sack is running low but I still have eight more days here. Oh gawd. 
But Luke keeps reminding me it will be a long time before I'm back home so I should appreciate it now. I do appreciate having friends and family here, I do appreciate our beautiful waters, I do NOT appreciate our overpriced green that is not worthy of such prices and then when you want to find something worthy of a high price you can't, I do NOT appreciate this town shutting down by 1 AM, but I DO appreciate that horrendous odor coming from the paper mill by my old house. 
By the by I'm currently seeking a faith with my husband. I've firmly decided there can't be nothing at the end. I don't care if it's a coping mechanism or not, I'd like to be more familiar with my spiritual side. It'll be interesting to see what we go with in the end, a lot of research has to be done. I need to find something that combines all these certain beliefs I have, the vengeance of their god, etc. Ohhh buddy!
But Luke keeps reminding me it will be a long time before I'm back home so I should appreciate it now. I do appreciate having friends and family here, I do appreciate our beautiful waters, I do NOT appreciate our overpriced green that is not worthy of such prices and then when you want to find something worthy of a high price you can't, I do NOT appreciate this town shutting down by 1 AM, but I DO appreciate that horrendous odor coming from the paper mill by my old house. By the by I'm currently seeking a faith with my husband. I've firmly decided there can't be nothing at the end. I don't care if it's a coping mechanism or not, I'd like to be more familiar with my spiritual side. It'll be interesting to see what we go with in the end, a lot of research has to be done. I need to find something that combines all these certain beliefs I have, the vengeance of their god, etc. Ohhh buddy!