kaylaisobscene

Man I need to stop getting SO stoned that I can't come back and function on my computer. Or function on anything really but laying out and thinking and laughing. I'm about to go to work in an hour but I can't decide if I should shower or not before, and I can't decide what I'll be doing after work. Coming home and waiting for the adventure to come to me just won't do it justice today. Well actually yesterday it was quite worth it. I'm sitting at home, doing nothing, just watching the last two episodes of season five of "Six Feet Under." My friend calls and says, "Are you home." I say, "Yes." She just hangs up, then there is a knock at my door. "Is your mom coming home soon?" "Nope." "Get your pipe." So we smoke a couple bowls and she says, "My dad gave me his credit card and said I could take you guys out to eat, so let's go." Umm hello, that was just the right thing I needed to hear! Because I desperately need to go grocery shopping and I had not eaten all day. So we go to Chili's and have the best fucking meal ever, especially because it was free. Meet up with another friend, go to another friend's house, smoke a couple more bowls, go to a tattoo/piercing parlor but all their jewelry had been stolen so my friend couldn't get her monroe, go back to her house, smoke some more, then I get taken back home. Great evening to have nothing to do and get thrown into that. But I wasn't worth shit afterwards so I just wasted away on my couch then gradually in my bed at about 6:00 AM. I think I get paid today, I found out we get paid ONCE a month, which will be good because I wanted to save all those paychecks for my rent and things in Pensacola, getting paid once a month will make it a lot harder to spend throughout the month. My job isn't so bad anymore, I've learned to waste time and I get to listen to about eight cd's a day before my day is over. It's just dates and organization really. I think I'm doing all of this just to get free pens actually. I haven't gotten one yet but I think today I will, maybe in red. Oh yeah, last night we made a stop in Wal-Mart and I had never had an apricot before (well only dried and packaged) so I ask my friend if she could spot me the change for one, she agrees, I think they are like $1.88 per pound, so I start to eat the damn thing as we're walking around and I completely forget that they have to weigh it and it's not like a bag of chips where they could still scan the bag and get the price. I found that pretty funny, but I must say it was one of the best pieces of fruit I had ever had, especially since it was free. I then remembered something I read in "Revolution for the Hell of It" where "Free" was talking about how food should be free anyways because we live in the land of the free "AmeriKa." That put a smile on my face.

I'm listening to Giant Drag while I get ready and it is a Mellow-Vator.