He Helps Me Heal

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Realizing I haven't been truly happy in 3 years but I think I'm starting to learn what it feels like again. If a little piece of happiness is all I'm allowed to have right now, then I'll take it with arms wide open.

bloodymongoose:
It's good to hear that happiness is once again returning to your life.  And even though it may seem rather minimal at the moment, remember that it is but a foundation upon which you can build a glorious structure of happiness in the months and years to come.  -Kurt
kay_zyfera:
@bloodymongoose thank you. It really helped to see that

He was just waiting

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Just sitting and thinking.
About someone who picked up my broken pieces when I was sinking.
That reminded me life is pain but the days aren't always the same.
With a warm heart and hope,
Teaching me to be okay and cope.
He puts a smile on my face
Even when I don't think on belongs on place.
I was looking for comfort somewhere wrong...
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Stones in the Pond

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Reflecting on life like the water reflects light. Trying to count my blessing and not the fails. Wondering what other shit this life entails.
Trapped in the past and staring at scars. This physical pain won't last but the pain on my heart? Well that's another story. One where there is no glory.
I dream of tomorrow and the end of today. I dream that...
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Give me time. I still need you.

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I have a bad habit of pushing good people away. Hiding from the pain but I want you to stay. Don't give up on me. Stay with me. I have a lot to heal from. Wait with me while the rain comes. I have to repair my broken pieces. One by one as a part of a better thesis. This is just for you. The...
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Just speak.

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Sometimes all you need to say what you feel. We only have one life and it's better to not spending it being mad. Yeah, it's all happened and its real. No we can't just erase what we had. Memories remain and the past is the past. I'm finally looking forward through the looking glass. I have to be a better woman so my babies can...
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Driven by pain

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Some days I feel like an angel from hell. And angel that fell. I just wanna fly but my wings are burning. My body aches but my soul is yearning. Yearning for great things. I want to know what tomorrow brings. Somebody help get me outta here. I'm drowning in flames fueled by my own fear.

But it's a stupid crush

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Fresh smile and an open heart. I probably fell from the start. Didn't even see it coming my way but now that I been caught in here to stay. Wondering whatcha doing and what's on your mind but feeling naive questioning am I worth your time. Stuck in a moment or just stuck in a thought. Maybe both but you kinda stuck to my heart....
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