OK so I just want to kind of vent a little. I don't want anyone to think this is complaining, more just throwing out what I've been thinking to see what others might think about it.
I work in the Oilfields, so I generally work a 20 on 10 off schedule, (which means I am gone from home 20 days and home 10 days each...
Read More
I work in the Oilfields, so I generally work a 20 on 10 off schedule, (which means I am gone from home 20 days and home 10 days each...
Read More
North Dakota....again...good side, I get to spend more time on SG...bad side everything else about this state!
Ok home for 2 days then heading out to Lake Powell for 6 fabulous fun filled days on a house boat!
Ahhhhh Last day in North Dakota...heading out tomorrow, not sure if I will drive the 16 hours straight through, or spend a night in Denver....hmmmm....But either way I will be mostly absent from SG for about 2 weeks...Have fun all, see ya when I get back!
hysterian:
Have fun!
kauzi:
Always!
WOW! 20 hour day...hot, sweaty, and busted my ass all day, and whats the first thing I do when I get back to the camp, eat? NO! Shower? NO!, relax? NO! I sign on to SG...holy crap this shit is addicting! If I could just figure out what keeps drawing me here, then maybe I could stop it....
redhen:
It's probably the gorgeous naked ladies.
kauzi:
No way! That couldnt POSSIBLY be it! 
Though infinitely finite
I am less philosophical
It feels like summer
But, there is a chill in my heart
Will memories fade
Like ripples from a rock
Tossed into a quiet river
Loves are lost
For whatever reason
The wraiths
Fade into the silent graveyard
Of memories better left alone
Though infinitely finite
I am less philosophical
It feels like summer
But, there is a chill in my heart
Will memories fade
Like ripples from a rock
Tossed into a quiet river
Loves are lost
For whatever reason
The wraiths
Fade into the silent graveyard
Of memories better left alone
Though infinitely finite
Its a good thing nobody reads this...I am soo ready to be home, this 20 days gone 10 days home shit is getting old! 8 more days.........
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
desdmonia:
i read this also. hope that days until youre home go fast 
kauzi:
Well....shit....ok....ummm thanks for reading this? dammit this is awkward! 
I reach inside the void,
deep within my mind.
The darkness swallows everything
not sure what I might find.
I feel a key and find the lock,
a twist and the door is open.
A rushing noise, I realize,
my life wont be the same again.
Immediately the thoughts are free,
The hurt, the hate, the rage.
Releasing them is painful,
thats why I built...
Read More
deep within my mind.
The darkness swallows everything
not sure what I might find.
I feel a key and find the lock,
a twist and the door is open.
A rushing noise, I realize,
my life wont be the same again.
Immediately the thoughts are free,
The hurt, the hate, the rage.
Releasing them is painful,
thats why I built...
Read More
I sit alone inside my mind...
my eyes cant see the sun....
I think of times long since past
when life was much more fun...
Eternal winters cloud my head,
The darkness never ends.
Fighting demons, healing wounds,
somethings time cant mend.
I kneel before the alter
of mistakes that I have made.
I stare in quiet defiance
as the truth cuts like a blade....
Read More
my eyes cant see the sun....
I think of times long since past
when life was much more fun...
Eternal winters cloud my head,
The darkness never ends.
Fighting demons, healing wounds,
somethings time cant mend.
I kneel before the alter
of mistakes that I have made.
I stare in quiet defiance
as the truth cuts like a blade....
Read More