Happy St. Patties Day! I wanted to dye my hair back to my original red to celebrate, but I don't have the money today 
Yesterday, despite my lack of employment or income, I got a tattoo. It is a work in progress on my arm covering up the sickly flower. I am extremely pleased with it so far and cannot wait to see the end result. This was desperately needed. Sitting there, feeling. Having a small needle move in and out of my arm, reminding me that I am alive. Things have gone dramatically downhill in my life, besides the work aspect. I guess that is a bit dramatic, but small blows to the ego over and over will do that. I guess I need to look at this positively, though. I am hoping that soon I will have hit the bottom, and be able to bring myself back up. I hate how sometimes that is the only way out.
Yesterday, despite my lack of employment or income, I got a tattoo. It is a work in progress on my arm covering up the sickly flower. I am extremely pleased with it so far and cannot wait to see the end result. This was desperately needed. Sitting there, feeling. Having a small needle move in and out of my arm, reminding me that I am alive. Things have gone dramatically downhill in my life, besides the work aspect. I guess that is a bit dramatic, but small blows to the ego over and over will do that. I guess I need to look at this positively, though. I am hoping that soon I will have hit the bottom, and be able to bring myself back up. I hate how sometimes that is the only way out.
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A sound that rushes over me.
Engage an impulse to pretend
I have a faith as pure.
Not forgetting what it means to dream.
Indulging everything.
Entertaining thoughts that I've the strength
Of those I yearn to be.
Cheers and tribute greet the saviours.
Reckless thoughts survive.
Anachronistic and impulsive.
And what will happen?
Will I dream?
I am too scared to close my eyes.
For a second please hold me.
None can change in me these things that I believe.
But I don't know what happens now.
I am too scared to close my eyes.