OK..so I tried to edit my last journal..to add video..well.. I don't have the patients to wait for it.. it use to be you could edit..push the button wait a few seconds and then go to main and it would be done..not anymore.. so yeah.. another journal..with some edits to it..and youtubes..and I copied my last edit so I wouldn't have to type it again..and I put it on my myspace profile on accident..lol..so I need to go change that too!
To stay up or to shut down that is the question??? At least that's what SG seems to be doing?? Does anyone know what's going on?? It kinda sucks when I can't get on.. even though I've found a new love and appreication for Facebook.com.. but this site still my fav..and I can't get on it if it's underconstruction!!! Or whatever it is.
Yesterday was the Brian Deneke Mem. Concert..and it was pretty great!!! PunkNiteMike did an awesome job at putting together this show.. and for a good cause!! Modvayne did a great job at opening it..and my cousin Ben did an OK.. extreamly rushed "saying" between bands...once.. thank GOD!!! Mike didn't make me speak..I was so nervous..I thought I would be ok..until I got there and remembered..oh yeah other people would be there too.. needless to say I'm a little shy..please some of you people have met me.. do I seem like the type whose comfty talking in front of people?? OR talking at all! It was fun.. as always..hanging out with the boys..and you know Ben is a lot more fun then Brandy..I had a MUCH better time with him then I EVER do when Brandy joins us.
I'm starting to feel that someone I thought of as a friend..doesn't really think of me as one.. just a little hutch
So I'm going to back away.. I feel I've tried and that's all I can do.. and well they just didn't return it you know? I don't like walking away from people I care about either but what am I suppose to do?
Oh yeah and the guy from myspace.. yeah we talked a few times and I haven't heard from him since the last e-mail I sent him.. that was really stupid getting all excited over..and dumb. I should really hit myself in the face for it huh? I'm upset but because I'm tired of being rejected you know? I'm starting to feel VERY undateable.. VERY unloveable, and VERY unattractive (that's a given) so yeah..
Ok now I'm starting to get depressed some..lol.. so what about those Steelers?? I mean Bengals.. hahahaha.. Is the Steelers going to win this week?? I really hope so!! That would be awesome..and cool..to beat the #1 team!! I honestly think they can do it if they bring their game..which I think they've been lacking and not doing these past few games (aside from last weeks defeat over the Bengals) I'm still a die hard Bengals fan and will ALWAYS be..however they aren't going anywhere this year.. the Steelers on the other hand are..
To stay up or to shut down that is the question??? At least that's what SG seems to be doing?? Does anyone know what's going on?? It kinda sucks when I can't get on.. even though I've found a new love and appreication for Facebook.com.. but this site still my fav..and I can't get on it if it's underconstruction!!! Or whatever it is.
Yesterday was the Brian Deneke Mem. Concert..and it was pretty great!!! PunkNiteMike did an awesome job at putting together this show.. and for a good cause!! Modvayne did a great job at opening it..and my cousin Ben did an OK.. extreamly rushed "saying" between bands...once.. thank GOD!!! Mike didn't make me speak..I was so nervous..I thought I would be ok..until I got there and remembered..oh yeah other people would be there too.. needless to say I'm a little shy..please some of you people have met me.. do I seem like the type whose comfty talking in front of people?? OR talking at all! It was fun.. as always..hanging out with the boys..and you know Ben is a lot more fun then Brandy..I had a MUCH better time with him then I EVER do when Brandy joins us.
I'm starting to feel that someone I thought of as a friend..doesn't really think of me as one.. just a little hutch
So I'm going to back away.. I feel I've tried and that's all I can do.. and well they just didn't return it you know? I don't like walking away from people I care about either but what am I suppose to do?
Oh yeah and the guy from myspace.. yeah we talked a few times and I haven't heard from him since the last e-mail I sent him.. that was really stupid getting all excited over..and dumb. I should really hit myself in the face for it huh? I'm upset but because I'm tired of being rejected you know? I'm starting to feel VERY undateable.. VERY unloveable, and VERY unattractive (that's a given) so yeah..
Ok now I'm starting to get depressed some..lol.. so what about those Steelers?? I mean Bengals.. hahahaha.. Is the Steelers going to win this week?? I really hope so!! That would be awesome..and cool..to beat the #1 team!! I honestly think they can do it if they bring their game..which I think they've been lacking and not doing these past few games (aside from last weeks defeat over the Bengals) I'm still a die hard Bengals fan and will ALWAYS be..however they aren't going anywhere this year.. the Steelers on the other hand are..
and yay the Brian Deneke show was ALOT of fun! its nice to be able to do something really cool for a good cause, especially this time of the year! and yes, ben was a ton of fun too. glad you brought him!
yay for pat benatar!!!