I'm doing better
Everyday.. I must take one step at a time.. and I know that with time.. I will get better! I wish I could just snap my fingers and everything would be normal again..but it's not.. at least not old normal! I've been shocked and amazed.. but I can get through this! I'm a strong person, and I have some amazing people standing behind me.. giving me support! Today is better then yesterday.. I talked to my mom..and got somethings off my chest. What I've been told I NEVER thought I would ever hear..or NEVER imagined would ever happen.. but it did.. and I have to learn to deal with it, and I have to choose to learn from it, and grow from it.. even though right now..I see no good in it.
I didn't get my tickets today
However it's Columbus Day.. and the post office wasn't open..so that's why..lol.. Tomorrow..I tell you tomorrow!! I'm still excited that I won!
I really have nothing else to say.. I can't express how happy I am for Avidity, PunkNiteMike, lone_figure, andModvayne cause they have been a blessing to me!! I know I can count on them ..when need be
Thank you guys.. I love y ou all so very much!
Everyday.. I must take one step at a time.. and I know that with time.. I will get better! I wish I could just snap my fingers and everything would be normal again..but it's not.. at least not old normal! I've been shocked and amazed.. but I can get through this! I'm a strong person, and I have some amazing people standing behind me.. giving me support! Today is better then yesterday.. I talked to my mom..and got somethings off my chest. What I've been told I NEVER thought I would ever hear..or NEVER imagined would ever happen.. but it did.. and I have to learn to deal with it, and I have to choose to learn from it, and grow from it.. even though right now..I see no good in it.
I didn't get my tickets today

I really have nothing else to say.. I can't express how happy I am for Avidity, PunkNiteMike, lone_figure, andModvayne cause they have been a blessing to me!! I know I can count on them ..when need be

punknitemike:
i was gonna ask if you got your tickets in the mail today and then i realized today is Columbus Day and there wasn't any mail! so hopefully tommorrow you get em!
lone_figure:
Having you as a frined makes me happy 
