sometimes..I just want to give up..and stop trying! Not that I want to kill myself..I would never do that (even though there is probably people who wishes I would) I've honest thought about cancelling my membership on here.. I've hurt people.. and I so didn't mean too.. that wasn't my intent but regardless I have..and I feel really bad about it.. I really do... I really don't know what to do.. cause I don't want to loose the friendship... IDK?? I'm actually crying over it.. cause I'm a big freaking baby..lol
ok.. maybe it wasn't a pleasure..I wrote about Kentucky in my earlier blog.. and this song brings back ALOT of memories!!! cause that's what I was raised on! Bluegrass..yes I'm a hillbilly get over it..lol
Story behind it..I thought I would add this.. the singer is Bill Monroe..the GREASTEST bluegrass singer EVER!! NO ONE IS BETTER!! He came from my home town!! well my moms.. anyway when my Papaw was a live I use to watch Bill Monroe tapes with him.. actually every day once he got sick.. and I NEVER got sick of them.. and looked forward to watching them everyday.. I was with him up until he died.I watched him die..it was hard..anyway.. we use to look at his old Kentucky Explorer magazines and watch the tapes (theres two) and about 2 weeks before he died I was sitting at his feet.. cause that's where I sat.. and we were watching the tape and looking at the magazines (there's over 100.. it's 10 years worth the magazines..and he just out of the blue asked.. "sweetheart would you like these magazines and tapes" and of course I said yes.. cause they were from him..and I'm VERY PROUD of my southern roots.. I take a lot of pride being a hillbilly!! I came from a great man..the GREATEST man to EVER walk the face of this earth in my eyes!! It'll take a big man to fill his shoes..and it will NEVER happen! I often listen to this song..when I'm in need of comfort..because he was the one place I could go to just get away...and no matter what the situation..he always made things better..since I don't really like going to the graveyard to visit.. I listen to this song..to bring me comfort! Now you got inside the heart of Katie a little
Ima hillbilly too. I love Bill Monroe, but don't tell anyone, it's a huge secret. I love all the old great ones.
But hey lady, everyone hurts people sometimes and they don't mean it. That isn't worth leaving the whole site over. Go talk to that person and make it right. If you can't right the wrong, then just move on.
Cheer up buttercup.
But hey lady, everyone hurts people sometimes and they don't mean it. That isn't worth leaving the whole site over. Go talk to that person and make it right. If you can't right the wrong, then just move on.
Cheer up buttercup.
You know, "mean" is all relative. Sometimes it is immortalized....