NO MORE DRAMA
I feel like no matter where I go, where I turn it's there to hit me in the face.. DRAMA of some kind! I'm getting it from all corners of life right now! It's amazing how someone can take a little situation and make it into this huge deal.. huge circumstance! When it's so simple, and so easy! I don't know.. it's crazy I want to scream.. but really I'm just laughing because it's all so silly! I guess I'm just tired of it all.. I'm tired of this feeling.. it's bothersome! I need a vacation..and I don't mean Kentucky.. cause they can find me there.. some place by the ocean! Where I can sit on the beach and listen to the waves hit the shore, smell the salty air, and feel the cool breeze hit my face! Watch the sunrise..and the sunset over the horizon..
So nice.. my heart has always been at the ocean anyway.. I have always been happy there..I'm happy here too.. I just need a break from my family. They are way too big. TOO BIG! TOO MANY of them..lol. I guess everyone has some type of drama in their lives, and it's not something that you can really escape, you have to go through it at sometime, even if you don't wanna! It teaches you patience, and being kind...lol. The upside of this..is it seems to be just family issues causing drama, all the other drama has seem to fade, and that's great! No hate mail is wonderful!
Oh.. I think we may get some thunderstorms tonight! I love to lay in bed and listen to the rain fall..and hear the thunder roll in! It calms me. Reminds of warm June days when I was a little girl, usually the storms came during the evening, or night. My brother and I was always active during the day..usually swimming..and then on those nights when we would get storms we would turn off the AC and open the front door and listen .. and smell the rain.. usually we got blankets and my mom, brother and I would lay on the floor and tell stories, and eat popcorn and just talk, laugh and enjoy the amazing calm that came with those storms. My mom was one of those moms who never stood above us..she always got down to our level. She would play with us just like a kid.. but really she was just a kid herself! So young. Those are memories I'll cherish FOREVER! Sweet memories! And I love the smell of rain.. it's so beautiful.
Memories are something good to hold unto it reminds us of days past and keeps us thriving, well at least. And even though I miss those days where I was carefree, and had no worries, I'm thankful for these situations that I'm having to go through, because each one is a lesson, there is something I need to learn! Even if I don't see it now. Memories can provide a comfort blanket once you get past the fact that you accept the fact that life will never be like that again! Sometimes it hurts. There are days I look back and wish I could go back to those days. Has anyone else felt this way? Do you look back and want to go back to a different time? Where life was easier, and even if there was turmoil air.. you was too young to notice it. I think my biggest problem is that everyone seems to want to come to me.. and I'm someone who is really good at comforting, and listening to me. But I feel so torn..and I'm ready to say that "Katie's Therapy Office" is closed!
I swear it looked like the lighting just came through my window..it was so BRIGHT.. so before I get cut off, I need to post this baby!
and I saw this pics today and thought they were so cute.. I had to post them!
I feel like no matter where I go, where I turn it's there to hit me in the face.. DRAMA of some kind! I'm getting it from all corners of life right now! It's amazing how someone can take a little situation and make it into this huge deal.. huge circumstance! When it's so simple, and so easy! I don't know.. it's crazy I want to scream.. but really I'm just laughing because it's all so silly! I guess I'm just tired of it all.. I'm tired of this feeling.. it's bothersome! I need a vacation..and I don't mean Kentucky.. cause they can find me there.. some place by the ocean! Where I can sit on the beach and listen to the waves hit the shore, smell the salty air, and feel the cool breeze hit my face! Watch the sunrise..and the sunset over the horizon..
So nice.. my heart has always been at the ocean anyway.. I have always been happy there..I'm happy here too.. I just need a break from my family. They are way too big. TOO BIG! TOO MANY of them..lol. I guess everyone has some type of drama in their lives, and it's not something that you can really escape, you have to go through it at sometime, even if you don't wanna! It teaches you patience, and being kind...lol. The upside of this..is it seems to be just family issues causing drama, all the other drama has seem to fade, and that's great! No hate mail is wonderful!
Oh.. I think we may get some thunderstorms tonight! I love to lay in bed and listen to the rain fall..and hear the thunder roll in! It calms me. Reminds of warm June days when I was a little girl, usually the storms came during the evening, or night. My brother and I was always active during the day..usually swimming..and then on those nights when we would get storms we would turn off the AC and open the front door and listen .. and smell the rain.. usually we got blankets and my mom, brother and I would lay on the floor and tell stories, and eat popcorn and just talk, laugh and enjoy the amazing calm that came with those storms. My mom was one of those moms who never stood above us..she always got down to our level. She would play with us just like a kid.. but really she was just a kid herself! So young. Those are memories I'll cherish FOREVER! Sweet memories! And I love the smell of rain.. it's so beautiful.
Memories are something good to hold unto it reminds us of days past and keeps us thriving, well at least. And even though I miss those days where I was carefree, and had no worries, I'm thankful for these situations that I'm having to go through, because each one is a lesson, there is something I need to learn! Even if I don't see it now. Memories can provide a comfort blanket once you get past the fact that you accept the fact that life will never be like that again! Sometimes it hurts. There are days I look back and wish I could go back to those days. Has anyone else felt this way? Do you look back and want to go back to a different time? Where life was easier, and even if there was turmoil air.. you was too young to notice it. I think my biggest problem is that everyone seems to want to come to me.. and I'm someone who is really good at comforting, and listening to me. But I feel so torn..and I'm ready to say that "Katie's Therapy Office" is closed!
I swear it looked like the lighting just came through my window..it was so BRIGHT.. so before I get cut off, I need to post this baby!
and I saw this pics today and thought they were so cute.. I had to post them!
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OMG those pics are so frackin' CUTE!