katiekat

Step-mom update -
She's not really "holding her own" the machines are doing it for her. Daddy is talking to the Drs today about "letting her go" but in doing so feels like he's murdering her. I have no emotions left. Daddy's a mess and I need to be there for him but I don't even feel like I'm really there at this point. A friend loaned me her laptop, if I can get it fixed I'll be able to use the wifi @ the hospital. It gives me something else to think about. We're waiting for more x-rays etc, as of yesterday the tumor had grown from the day before and her whole right lung is filled with ??? blood? fluid? not sure, just know it's full of crap and not working at all and it had started to leak over to the left lung. I'm so exhausted my whole body hurts. I have the day off of work but didn't tell them, I feel kinda guilty about that but I've only gotten about 8 hours of sleep since Saturday, I need more. So I'll make it look like I'm going to work then I'll go home and sleep for a while.

Thanks for all the kind wishes. Please just keep my family in your thoughts. If you pray then please pray for us.