well, i'm all packed.
truth be told, this is kind of a pain in the ass to move like ten frickin blocks
oh, well done and done.
been working out alot. i work out at class, more like preventitive weight lifting. to build muscle on rotator cuffs and back to avoid injury. but the stuff i do at home is for....well, i want to say vanity, but thats not really it, is it? it's more like because i've been conditioned to think i need to look like the guys i see in the myriad of images that assult my field of vision every fucking second. so i've been working out alot more than usual. however miserable it must be to be morbidly obese, it's not that much better to be completely obsessed with working out (from a psychological approach not much better, anyway). i guess i would feel better about myself if i needed to work out, for like a living or something...
this really isnt out of left field. i have something to do today that has me thinking about vanity. and as much as i goof around, i never really considered myself vain. i dont like the way it feels.
and last issue....spring cleaning.
i'll voice my opinion here because i doubt any mods would ever look at my journal. so it's pretty safe.
three really neato people where zotted yestrday. they where intellegent, well liked, and fair folks.
i've done way worse stuff than they did and i've never even got a warning.
case in point.
so there are two ways to look at this:
A) slip into rabid paranoia about catching the zot because now that the hounds have been released, and people have been zotted for less, AND although i'm a niceguy i can be a prick sometimes, so it's prolly just a matter of time.
or
2) keep doing my thing w/o change and try to enjoy myself. i mean, i've never even gotten a warning, right? i must be staying off any zot radar already?
i think i'll go with 2.
keep the faith.
truth be told, this is kind of a pain in the ass to move like ten frickin blocks
oh, well done and done.
been working out alot. i work out at class, more like preventitive weight lifting. to build muscle on rotator cuffs and back to avoid injury. but the stuff i do at home is for....well, i want to say vanity, but thats not really it, is it? it's more like because i've been conditioned to think i need to look like the guys i see in the myriad of images that assult my field of vision every fucking second. so i've been working out alot more than usual. however miserable it must be to be morbidly obese, it's not that much better to be completely obsessed with working out (from a psychological approach not much better, anyway). i guess i would feel better about myself if i needed to work out, for like a living or something...
this really isnt out of left field. i have something to do today that has me thinking about vanity. and as much as i goof around, i never really considered myself vain. i dont like the way it feels.
and last issue....spring cleaning.
i'll voice my opinion here because i doubt any mods would ever look at my journal. so it's pretty safe.
three really neato people where zotted yestrday. they where intellegent, well liked, and fair folks.
i've done way worse stuff than they did and i've never even got a warning.
case in point.
so there are two ways to look at this:
A) slip into rabid paranoia about catching the zot because now that the hounds have been released, and people have been zotted for less, AND although i'm a niceguy i can be a prick sometimes, so it's prolly just a matter of time.
or
2) keep doing my thing w/o change and try to enjoy myself. i mean, i've never even gotten a warning, right? i must be staying off any zot radar already?
i think i'll go with 2.
keep the faith.
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Don't go black.
'When i said black, i meant your name, the writing, no, Sean, don-ZZZZZZZZZZZZOT
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Bye.