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So... Ahnhell and I went to see Nightwish last night at Sonar in Baltimore. I don't get out much so I counted this as a momentous occasion, and I had fun. The band before Nightwish was called Volbeat, apparently they're a big thing in Denmark. They were pretty rocking. Aned has a crush on Michael, the lead singer which is fine because I have a crush on Tuomas the keyboardist for Nightwish. We met quite a few interesting people there. Ran into Aned's pretentious Orpheus friend named Johnny Dust. (btw- he does have some nice guns on him) It was a good night.

Tonight however, we went out to do coffee and hung out with my friend Bob.
Bob's wife just left him for some seventeen year old boy from WoW. Yeah, totally lame.
But, we got to hang out with him, and I haven't seen him since like... I dated my most recent ex which is soon to be over a year ago in like July. He's one of the reasons I didn't want to break up with Kevin in the first place. I don't know. It's too soon to call, but he may like me? I don't know. I've done some skeezy stuff in the past that happened around him, but that was mainly all due to Jager, which I no longer touch. I've learned my lesson. It was weird because I most recently linked him to a porn that I enjoy which features the beautiful and delicious Jean Val Jean, and then we hung out and I realized maybe I shouldn't have done that. We'll just see how shit evolves, if he decides to text me more often or asks me to hang out more often. I dunno. He's a good guy. A really good guy, but he probably doesn't want anything to do with me due to the fact that I did date one of his close friends, and also fucked up around him. Whatev.

I miss some of the guys I was with in my past. I'm talking to one of them right now, and I really wish that he didn't live 3.5 hrs away, otherwise I'd be hanging out with him instead of putting him in this blog. He knows who he is. <3

Alright, enough rambling for tonight.
Ciao, lovelies.