Hah. My last post was someone made me smile.
This post is:
I am very depressed. A lot of it has to deal with my friend Aned and her break up with her boyfriend. Talking to her about all the past relationships I've had and how horrible they were is maddening.
But the worst part is my own self doubt. I know I have a pretty face, if only I were thin. That would make me really happy. I'm so depressed about it, I've been looking at liposuction pages for Maryland.
I feel dumpy and unattractive. Sure people tell me I'm cute on here on occasion,but I haven't been hit on in 6 months in reality. It's very sad. Loneliness is unbecoming, and it's getting to me something serious. I look at the guys that I find attractive and then look at the women they find attractive, and I'm just not it.
I dunno. I've got to stop crying about this.
This post is:
I am very depressed. A lot of it has to deal with my friend Aned and her break up with her boyfriend. Talking to her about all the past relationships I've had and how horrible they were is maddening.
But the worst part is my own self doubt. I know I have a pretty face, if only I were thin. That would make me really happy. I'm so depressed about it, I've been looking at liposuction pages for Maryland.
I feel dumpy and unattractive. Sure people tell me I'm cute on here on occasion,but I haven't been hit on in 6 months in reality. It's very sad. Loneliness is unbecoming, and it's getting to me something serious. I look at the guys that I find attractive and then look at the women they find attractive, and I'm just not it.
I dunno. I've got to stop crying about this.
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You've become one of my best friends.
I adore you. I don't think, I know you are an amazing person.
I know you don't feel right. I also know that you've amazed me with your growth as a person.
Yes, who else is ghey enough to be honest with you?
<3
First off, there's no way to find out what girls a guy truly finds attractive unless you ask him in person, and sometimes even then, only in private...
and if you're talking to these guys that you find attractive in person then you've got a better start than most lol, and if you're talking in private then you're way ahead of the curve!
Secondly: There's a big difference in what guys just "find attractive", and what they really want. There's no guarantee that the girls you think they're attracted to are actually what the guy is "looking for".
Trust me, there's a big difference in what guys just "find attractive", and what they really want...(contrary to popular belief!)
You'll find the right guy, because he'll have found the right girl in you.
So chin-up and smile kiddo, you never know when He'll be trying to sneak a peek at the most attractive girl in the room!