So. First things first... I updated my wish list:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/35FYU05Q00CHI
Secondly, my father and I got in another argument about my life and what I intend to do with it.
At this point, I have half a mind to quit school, get a full time job, and move out.
But, I really don't want to. I want to finish school. I really do.
I just can't stand living at home anymore. Everyone aggravates me so.
My sister, who is younger, is allowed to get away with more stuff than I do. It's ridiculous.
The whole thing is bullshit.
I know my father is really trying to help me out, but sometimes, I really just don't want to listen to what he has to say to me. I can't talk with him. It always just ends up in an argument.
Thirdly, I'm irritated with myself because of my lack of motivation. I'm a dreamer, but I need to work for what I want and I just can't seem to get myself in gear. Does anyone just want to marry me and take care of me? I'll be the stay at home wife. I'll learn to cook, I'm good at cleaning. I'll make sure dinner is on the table when you walk through the door from work. I promise I won't be too annoying.
Fourthly, I'm excited about Saturday. It makes me happy just to think about it.
Fifthly, I am sad about the hardships my friends are dealing with. I wish I could be of service, but I'm inexperienced and lack the funds to do so. All I can do is be someone they can talk to. I can be a shoulder to cry on. That's it. And it sucks not being able to help people. It really does.
<3 Kate
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/35FYU05Q00CHI
Secondly, my father and I got in another argument about my life and what I intend to do with it.
At this point, I have half a mind to quit school, get a full time job, and move out.
But, I really don't want to. I want to finish school. I really do.
I just can't stand living at home anymore. Everyone aggravates me so.
My sister, who is younger, is allowed to get away with more stuff than I do. It's ridiculous.
The whole thing is bullshit.
I know my father is really trying to help me out, but sometimes, I really just don't want to listen to what he has to say to me. I can't talk with him. It always just ends up in an argument.
Thirdly, I'm irritated with myself because of my lack of motivation. I'm a dreamer, but I need to work for what I want and I just can't seem to get myself in gear. Does anyone just want to marry me and take care of me? I'll be the stay at home wife. I'll learn to cook, I'm good at cleaning. I'll make sure dinner is on the table when you walk through the door from work. I promise I won't be too annoying.
Fourthly, I'm excited about Saturday. It makes me happy just to think about it.
Fifthly, I am sad about the hardships my friends are dealing with. I wish I could be of service, but I'm inexperienced and lack the funds to do so. All I can do is be someone they can talk to. I can be a shoulder to cry on. That's it. And it sucks not being able to help people. It really does.
<3 Kate
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and i HATE not being able to help people.. it makes me so sad and frustrated when someone i know is having a hard time and theres nothing i can do - either theyre far away, or i dont know enough about the situation theyre in to really help - im always the shoulder to cry on, literally and figuratively... but not being able to help AT ALL just drives me nuts
I'm also feeling really unmotivated lately. Earlier in the summer I was working a lot and working far away but for all of August I've had free time yet I didnt really make anything of it. Though I think that's because I have to start school again in about a week and a half so I'm trying to slack while I still can...