i've been so desperately lonely lately 
i just want to go home and be surrounded by my family. i used to think i was relatively independant and happy spending time on my own. now all i do is cry. i miss everyone. monique came to stay with me and made me eat a bit. was lovely to see her *hugs*
university isn't all its cracked up to be. if you're not the kind of person to move away in an attempt to reinvent yourself, you don't drink or take drugs, you just become such an outsider. i've made the choice to come back and see how things go until christmas. i want to do this but i can feel myself becoming sick. i'm over anxious, i don't eat and i cry all the time. i've made a couple of friends, they'r lovely, but i can hardly force them to spend all their time with me. this is something i'm going to hav to go through on my own and i'm not sure i'm strong enough. sorry to b so depressing.
happy halloween everyone. hav some dressing up fun
love love x
i just want to go home and be surrounded by my family. i used to think i was relatively independant and happy spending time on my own. now all i do is cry. i miss everyone. monique came to stay with me and made me eat a bit. was lovely to see her *hugs*
university isn't all its cracked up to be. if you're not the kind of person to move away in an attempt to reinvent yourself, you don't drink or take drugs, you just become such an outsider. i've made the choice to come back and see how things go until christmas. i want to do this but i can feel myself becoming sick. i'm over anxious, i don't eat and i cry all the time. i've made a couple of friends, they'r lovely, but i can hardly force them to spend all their time with me. this is something i'm going to hav to go through on my own and i'm not sure i'm strong enough. sorry to b so depressing.
happy halloween everyone. hav some dressing up fun
love love x
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at least you tryed thats the main thing