I'm totally homesick! :[
I miss my family a whole a lot back in NY
Fl is kind of driving me insane!
I have my boyfriend and he is great but other than him and MAYBE 2 friends but I'm not sure if we're there yet...
I don't know what to do
I mean if I didn't leave I wouldn't be on SG BUT at least I'd be with my family and friends
Also there was not much future in Wappingers Falls
And here I at least have a shot ya know?
But at the same time what means more in the world family or future?
Does the future matter if your family is so far away it's hard to share it with them?
Or does it not matter where your family is as long as you have even a slightly bigger shot than you other wise would?
It sounds easy 'your family will be proud no matter where you are as long as you do something'
But without them walking that road is SO hard....
Maybe it's hard to explain or maybe I just think it is....
Anyway I am greatfull I have a blog to vent all this to even if it is to strangers
I miss my family a whole a lot back in NY
Fl is kind of driving me insane!
I have my boyfriend and he is great but other than him and MAYBE 2 friends but I'm not sure if we're there yet...
I don't know what to do
I mean if I didn't leave I wouldn't be on SG BUT at least I'd be with my family and friends
Also there was not much future in Wappingers Falls
And here I at least have a shot ya know?
But at the same time what means more in the world family or future?
Does the future matter if your family is so far away it's hard to share it with them?
Or does it not matter where your family is as long as you have even a slightly bigger shot than you other wise would?
It sounds easy 'your family will be proud no matter where you are as long as you do something'
But without them walking that road is SO hard....
Maybe it's hard to explain or maybe I just think it is....
Anyway I am greatfull I have a blog to vent all this to even if it is to strangers
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ronintally:
Hey, happy birthday to ya!!!
fuckin_steve:
I know what you mean. I moved down to Savannah, GA in September. I've been missing my friends like crazy. I've been completely bored, but I know it'll eventually get better. I could always come down and chill with you guys! ..I'm always up for some travel. Especially travelling to cool new places with cute girls. 