EDIT: I was just lookin at my journal - no comments yet fuckers!
and realized 'wow my friendslist is soo sexxy!' well except that lina had to go and change her sexxy ass pic to that real funny one. but hey sexxy and funny, who can complain?!
Though i do not understand, i am fascinated all the same...
'the only certainty is uncertainty
the only...
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Though i do not understand, i am fascinated all the same...
'the only certainty is uncertainty
the only...
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rockstarinc:
They are up Kash

crushjunkie:
Oh, ok, but can I still like you?

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crushjunkie:
Me too.
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[Edited on Sep 21, 2004 12:18PM]

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[Edited on Sep 21, 2004 12:18PM]
evilwillow:
I freaking love that picture. you look like a mermaid.

So my play i think is being deminished.. not because of me or how i feel.. so much so as just some things are too good to be possible and i know my own limitations There is that moment of wow when you first meet someone, where the tiny bits that you see and know of them is amplified in your mind depending on that...
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funktion:
mm sexy and wet!!



rockstarinc:
Thanks...
I makes me feel really good to get a compliment from someone who likes the inner part as well as the outer part.
I too think you are sexy in every kind of way.

I makes me feel really good to get a compliment from someone who likes the inner part as well as the outer part.
I too think you are sexy in every kind of way.

its amazing how quickly i can get lost on a path. any path really, i'm easily distracted.
I went back through my journal entries.. and i realized how disalusioned i am most the time. Its sad.
I come on here to be distracted, to keep up with my friends, even if they are way too busy to IM me.. at least i know they are...
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I went back through my journal entries.. and i realized how disalusioned i am most the time. Its sad.
I come on here to be distracted, to keep up with my friends, even if they are way too busy to IM me.. at least i know they are...
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crushjunkie:
Thank you. I was having trouble entering this new entry so I had to paste it from somewhere else a few times... I got it.
twitchmc02:
yes. But when you take advantage of me I want to be sober.

ever read something sooo incredulous, that it stuck in your head till you found a way to vent?
well, as it happens, i was reading someones gripes bout not understanding women... hello? does anyone still think you can lump all women into one set of 'rules'? NO you cannot because just like other groupings of people by race or religion, by sex is just as...
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well, as it happens, i was reading someones gripes bout not understanding women... hello? does anyone still think you can lump all women into one set of 'rules'? NO you cannot because just like other groupings of people by race or religion, by sex is just as...
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crushjunkie:
Um, not even.



evilwillow:
beautiful beautiful! I wanna see the rest! frances deprived me!!!
YAY she's back.. sorta.. i think but she posted so that's good.
Well i have this pic, actually i got alot of pics, but this one in particular - its pretty. and not because i'm necessarily pretty but because the photographer is such an artist. so... yeah. part of me is like 'no, don't post it! i'ts you, you'r vulnerable' but then the other part...
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Well i have this pic, actually i got alot of pics, but this one in particular - its pretty. and not because i'm necessarily pretty but because the photographer is such an artist. so... yeah. part of me is like 'no, don't post it! i'ts you, you'r vulnerable' but then the other part...
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crushjunkie:
*snicker* I like 'eewwoooo-kay" better.
Papa Bear : "Well, then make CARROT soup!" hehe
Since you asked: one of my favorite lines of James lyrics is "Sometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soul." I like to look at your profile picture and wonder what thoughts hide behind those eyes; wonder what intentions lye behind that impersonal, yet seductive stare. Is that the look you would give an approaching stranger?
I would really like to see more of the pictures you modeled for, if you have time to post them. I think you really are a model but do not want to admit it...
Btw, you're not really in Zimbabwe, are you?
Papa Bear : "Well, then make CARROT soup!" hehe

Since you asked: one of my favorite lines of James lyrics is "Sometimes, when I look deep in your eyes, I swear I can see your soul." I like to look at your profile picture and wonder what thoughts hide behind those eyes; wonder what intentions lye behind that impersonal, yet seductive stare. Is that the look you would give an approaching stranger?
I would really like to see more of the pictures you modeled for, if you have time to post them. I think you really are a model but do not want to admit it...

Btw, you're not really in Zimbabwe, are you?

crushjunkie:
You're not just anyone are you?
Ah, but I am. Dime a dozen, drop in the bucket, however you slice me, all you get is bland. hehe
Tainted and scary is good. Pure is boring and drab. I like flirting too, but not with guys.
I used to live in Santa Monica. Compared to my present location, LA was quite extraordinary. Maybe not to those who have never experienced the life-threatening boredom of suburban subdivisions and small town mentality.
I live in Botswana.
Ah, but I am. Dime a dozen, drop in the bucket, however you slice me, all you get is bland. hehe
Tainted and scary is good. Pure is boring and drab. I like flirting too, but not with guys.

I used to live in Santa Monica. Compared to my present location, LA was quite extraordinary. Maybe not to those who have never experienced the life-threatening boredom of suburban subdivisions and small town mentality.
I live in Botswana.


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friedbanana:
You are welcome for the Willers update

friedbanana:
Thans for the testi! I just found it

Can't stay away from the news and feel helpless for my friends out there. I hope that you all are safe in shelters far from that storm and when you return to your homes, they are there waiting for you. Sending prayers, love and positive thoughts.
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friedbanana:
She's fine.
I talked to her every day and she's home now. No major damage done.

I talked to her every day and she's home now. No major damage done.
rockstarinc:
Wish you could have been there

okay.. so here is one that I had done by LMR, a local photographer.
yeah i took this pic down too
yeah i took this pic down too

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rockstarinc:
That is one from pinuptoons.com
I think you are soooooooooooo sexy!
I think you are soooooooooooo sexy!
rockstarinc:
Awhhhhhhh Thanks sweetie...


This is a poem I wrote a while back on a scrap of paper. I thought I had accidently discarded it in the trash and last night, throwing out some old papers, I almost did.
Words fly
The anger again
everything absolute
nothing certain
why do we stay
when we hurt so
why do I care
everytime you go
so torn am I
between love...
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Words fly
The anger again
everything absolute
nothing certain
why do we stay
when we hurt so
why do I care
everytime you go
so torn am I
between love...
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funktion:
of course 

funktion:
oh yeah always up and up!!
mmm seeing blue...

mmm seeing blue...
