kash

In times of stress and unhappiness i have this recuring dream. It's about the end of the world as we know it. Not the end of everything just the modern life of man. i really don't think this is such a bad thing to happen but how it happens in my dream is frightening.

Usuallly there is smoke or mist, whatever and darkness and fire falling from the sky. People are dying in droves and I am at my mom's house, where i grew up. Locking all the doors and boarding up the windows and going to the center of the house, ignoring the screaming from outside and praying.

This dream though that i just had was more vivid and different. The killing of sinners was occuring not because of some mystical hand of god but because of his followers. I could look outside the windows too and see crazed christians telling other people to except god or die. Normal looking, well dressed people slautering anyone that did not drop to their knees and show they excepted god. They were reading the bible and killing people right next to my mom's house.

I tried to call the police in my dream but the phone lines were dead. I get my neice, who is just a baby in a basinet and move her to the center hallway and close all the doors.

Next thing i know i'm asleep and waking up in my old bedroom. There is a tent my kids had set up inside next to the window. I think oh good it was just a bad dream, look outside to see a tarp that had been propped up and slain bodies underneath it, blood spatters all around. yet it is unnervingly calm all around, like we were never at risk of being harmed.

Then i actually did wake up to my kids at home as they were having some fight.

I think this is a dream i could get interpreted but i know i'm the best at doing that for myself. and at this moment i'm stumped.