kash

its amazing how quickly i can get lost on a path. any path really, i'm easily distracted.

I went back through my journal entries.. and i realized how disalusioned i am most the time. Its sad.

I come on here to be distracted, to keep up with my friends, even if they are way too busy to IM me.. at least i know they are alive..healthy and still funny as hell. see i got distracted on why i'm here.

i've got this plan, i usually have a few and i've been actuallly trying to 'do' things that would help me along with it but it seems the harder i try, the more roadblocks.

and where does this self introspective come from you say... it comes from seeing me through someone else's eyes and knowing, i don't want to disappoint this person, i like what they see and i really like 'them'.

got the melancholy blues

but life goes on, no matter how much we kick, scream, and claw.

so.. to a love that i can't explain, i do not understand but i'll never complain...
sweet evil

She can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes.
And she can ruin your faith with her casual lies.
And she only reveals what she wants you to see.
She hides like a child, but she's always a woman to me.

She can lead you to love, she can take you or leave you.
She can ask for the truth but she'll never believe.
And she'll take what you'll give her as long as it's free.
Yeah, she steals like a thief, but she's always a woman to me.

Oooh, she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time.
Oooooh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in,
she just changes her mind.

And she'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden.
And she'll carelesly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding.
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be.
Blame it all on yourself, cause she's always a woman to me.

Hmmmmmm Mmmmmm Hmmmmm Mmmmmm

Oooh, she takes care of herself.
She can wait if she wants, she's ahead of her time.
Oooooh, and she never gives out, and she never gives in,
she just changes her mind.

She is frequently kind and she's suddenly cruel.
But she can do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool.
And she can't be convicted, she's earned her degree.
And the most she will do is throw shadows at you,
but she's always a woman to me.

Hmmmmmm Mmmmmm Hmmmmm Mmmmmm

edit to add this pic... i kinda think the intensity of the eyes is alittle intimidating or scarey.