kash

a word to the wise..this means all my sweet friends, i'm having some major in real life probs.. i have limited time on the comp, so if you're missing me - know that i miss ya too but some things have to be taken care of. so i'll catcha when i can.. and i'll definatly be taking some pics of me in my halloween costume...
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half my sexxy friends have gone...*gasp* anonomous. I miss them, no doubt they know this. I can understand the need to disappear, to take some time for yourself away from the day to day stuff, to gain perspective.

Everyone needs a breath of fresh air to help clear the webs of habit away, to hopefully find the path that we were meant to be on....
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Please don't talk about love tonight.
Please don't talk about sweet love.
Please don't talk about being true
and all the trouble we've been through.
Ah, please don't talk about all of the plans
we had for fixin' this broken romance.
I want to go where the people dance.
I want some action ... I want to live!

Action ... I got so much to...
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i've been really sad today
i've got almost nothing done
and i really can't stay up late at night.
So i'm highly conflicted

in the last two years i've met 3 such sweet guys
one screwed me over but now thinking bout it
i'm the screewed one
i should settle my mess and deal with my situation and not make things worse by bringing good...
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EDIT: I should add, that the following paragragh doesn't refer to any of my friends on sg (well maybe ace) or even to me perse.. but just so everyone knows: I do have other friends and other journals! .. even if i do spend more and more time here on this one

Ever feel slighted by someone, when they don't post in your journal?...
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Here I am

Slender and graceful
I'm the girl of your dreams
Sweet and faithful
I am all I seem

I'm who you want me to be
Slutty, sexxy, mystery, me
I'll mold myself to your desire
Thinking of ways to light your fire

Ask me to anything
and I comply
ask for the moon
nothing is too high

for nothing could i refuse
my...
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has anyone noticed that i'm a slutty flirt and i'm completey uninhibted in the things i'll say?

is this a bad thing?

In times of stress and unhappiness i have this recuring dream. It's about the end of the world as we know it. Not the end of everything just the modern life of man. i really don't think this is such a bad thing to happen but how it happens in my dream is frightening.

Usuallly there is smoke or mist, whatever and darkness and fire...
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EDIT: I was just lookin at my journal - no comments yet fuckers! and realized 'wow my friendslist is soo sexxy!' well except that lina had to go and change her sexxy ass pic to that real funny one. but hey sexxy and funny, who can complain?!


Though i do not understand, i am fascinated all the same...

'the only certainty is uncertainty
the only...
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So my play i think is being deminished.. not because of me or how i feel.. so much so as just some things are too good to be possible and i know my own limitations There is that moment of wow when you first meet someone, where the tiny bits that you see and know of them is amplified in your mind depending on that...
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its amazing how quickly i can get lost on a path. any path really, i'm easily distracted.

I went back through my journal entries.. and i realized how disalusioned i am most the time. Its sad.

I come on here to be distracted, to keep up with my friends, even if they are way too busy to IM me.. at least i know they are...
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