I am a bad, bad girl. 
I have been neglecting my SG pals b/c I'm so friggin' busy w/work at the moment. I'm sorry. I hope everybody is doing amazingly well, and that I get to play catch up w/you guys really soon.
To kinda make it up to you, here's a nekkid outtake fer ya from a DVD shoot I did last week, followed by a semi-hot story about the Playboy show I did this weekend...Let me know if my slackness is forgiven, k?
Nothing says hot like a roll of TP in the background, am I right?
Anyhoo, I filmed this silly PB show called "Foursome" over the weekend...It's like a reality thing where they set up a kind of "blind date" between 2 guys and 2 girls...We were totally isolated from the "real world" for 24 hours...No TV, no cell phones, and, worst of all, NO VIDEO GAMES!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
All we were allowed to do was talk to each other and do the "sexxxy" activities they had set up for us.
I was apprehensive about going on the show in the first place b/c I KNEW they wanted to film us all having sex (we had to get STD tests done going in, and the pre-interviews leading up to the actual shoot were ONLY sex-related), and I am so NOT wanting to get a rep in the biz for doing anything hardcore. However, I am all about new experiences (never done a reality show before, and was a little curious about it, I reckon), and I totally trusted my friends at PBTV who said they understood my concerns and PROMISED me the show wouldn't turn into anything x-rated, and that I wasn't obligated to do anything but show up. I could just sit in the corner and isolate myself for 24 hours if I wanted to, and I'd still get the new experience thing covered (and the paycheck...hehe)
OK...how to sum all the rest of this up as quickly as possible...Basically, things started out ok...They set me up w/ this HOT AS FUCK porn star chick, this sexxxy-ass Rick Moranis look-a-like (yum!!!!!!!!!), and some big muscle-y football player guy (I was so not into him at all!!). I was sooooo attracted to the first 2, but I had PROMISED myself I was NOT going to have sex on camera, so while the 3 of them went straight for hottub groping as soon as they got there, I sat by myself reading my "Teachings Of Buddha" book (ok, I was naked while I was reading it, but I'm ALWAYS naked...Nothing inherently sexual about that, right?!!
)
So...The first few hours went pretty much like that...The PB peeps set up all kinds of sexxxy scenarios (truth or dare, body shots, etc), provided TONS of alcohol (there was NO FOOD in the house AT ALL...Only TONS of beer and liquor...Lame!), but I don't drink, so I was the only sober one...And I only participated in the getting naked parts of the sex games (ok, I made out w/the porn star chick a little, but ONLY b/c I wanted to...NOT b/c the PB peeps were TRYING THEIR DAMNEDEST to insigate it...I was VERY adamant about not doing anything hardcore just to make their lame little TV show more interesting, even if I came across looking like a totally un-fun uber-bitch b/c of it!!)
I was HAVING NO FUN AT ALL, and totally getting ready to just walk out on the whole deal, but we were scheduled to go on a secret "field trip" outside the house (which we all just thought was going to be getting sushi or something, since we were freakin' starving at that point). I figured I'd stick it out at least through that part, and if it sucked, I'd bail when we got home.
Long story short (too late, I know!!), the field trip turned out to be to this BADASSICAL S&M dungeon where Britany Andrews (another hot ass fucking porn star) was waiting to "whip us into shape" (hehe!! ) As soon as we walked in, she told us to "get naked, slaves" so we could get strapped into these fucking hot-ass bondage contraptions so she (and her sexxxy minions) could, um, "torture" us...Everyone else got naked right away, but I hesitated for a sec...I KNEW if I went ahead w/the bondage shit there would be no more holding out for me (I loooooooooooooooooove being dominated like that, and the PB folks KNEW it, and TOTALLY set up the trip to try to melt away all my "I'm not having sex on camera no matter what" willpower...Bastards!!! 
). So I was trying to decide if I should head out the door, or just let go and have a fun time despite my concerns about looking like some kind of porn star or something on the show...I looked at Brian (rick moranis dude), Ariel (porn star girl), and Britany standing there naked ready waiting to strap me down, and I just couldn't fucking resist...I went crazy from that point on, and it was ALL (well, mostly all...we were a little sneaky sometimes...hehe ) captured on tape.
Grrrr!! Damn my perpetual horniness to hell!! Don't get me wrong...I had a fucking BLAST!!! I was w/all of them (together and separately...oy!
) many times for the rest of the date (the camera crew watching got me all riled up, too...Domination and exhibitionism...2 of my biggest turn-ons, dammit!!), and I count them all among my really good friends now (the first time Brian and I were alone together we were talking about video games while we were fucking, and the first 3 way w/him and Ariel we were talking about anime to get ourselves worked up even more!) We are all a bunch of uber-geeks, but that's why we got along sooooooooo well, and I totally love them!! (btw...If you're wondering about the football guy, I think Ariel did some shit w/him, but mostly he was just the odd-man out...But I did play strip Go-Fish w/him a couple of times! 
)
Anyway, overall, I am happy that I stuck it out and experienced something new (the reality show part, not the sex part, obviously!), but I'm a tad concerned about any possible work re-percussions which might occur as a result of this...The way I see it, it wasn't "porn" b/c I didn't do anything I wouldn't have done in my normal life (porn is fucking people you are TOLD to fuck...I CHOSE to be w/my FRIENDS). The only similarity to porn is that I did it on camera, but, fuck it! I'm open about nudity and sexuality, so what's the big deal, right? I know there are a lot of uptight people in this biz (or, more accurately, hypocritical people, since I didn't do anything that most people don't do all the time...I just chose to be more open about it than most) who may judge me negatively b/c of my participation in this project, but fuck it. I was real, I was myself, and if it costs me jobs, it is so THEIR loss...And, FYI, the sex part was such a minor part of the show (fun, but minor). Most of the time we discussed our political and spiritual views, and we are all good, caring people who try to make the world a better place in our own happy, free, non-judgemental ways. I think that should override any negativity which might possibly be associated w/the whole "sex on camera" thing, don't you?
Anyway...Here's hoping it all turns out OK in the end.
Peace and love to you, my super-cool, non-judgemental SG friends.
-Kasey, The NON-Porn Star Chick
I have been neglecting my SG pals b/c I'm so friggin' busy w/work at the moment. I'm sorry. I hope everybody is doing amazingly well, and that I get to play catch up w/you guys really soon.
To kinda make it up to you, here's a nekkid outtake fer ya from a DVD shoot I did last week, followed by a semi-hot story about the Playboy show I did this weekend...Let me know if my slackness is forgiven, k?
Nothing says hot like a roll of TP in the background, am I right?
Anyhoo, I filmed this silly PB show called "Foursome" over the weekend...It's like a reality thing where they set up a kind of "blind date" between 2 guys and 2 girls...We were totally isolated from the "real world" for 24 hours...No TV, no cell phones, and, worst of all, NO VIDEO GAMES!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
All we were allowed to do was talk to each other and do the "sexxxy" activities they had set up for us.
I was apprehensive about going on the show in the first place b/c I KNEW they wanted to film us all having sex (we had to get STD tests done going in, and the pre-interviews leading up to the actual shoot were ONLY sex-related), and I am so NOT wanting to get a rep in the biz for doing anything hardcore. However, I am all about new experiences (never done a reality show before, and was a little curious about it, I reckon), and I totally trusted my friends at PBTV who said they understood my concerns and PROMISED me the show wouldn't turn into anything x-rated, and that I wasn't obligated to do anything but show up. I could just sit in the corner and isolate myself for 24 hours if I wanted to, and I'd still get the new experience thing covered (and the paycheck...hehe
)
OK...how to sum all the rest of this up as quickly as possible...Basically, things started out ok...They set me up w/ this HOT AS FUCK porn star chick, this sexxxy-ass Rick Moranis look-a-like (yum!!!!!!!!!), and some big muscle-y football player guy (I was so not into him at all!!). I was sooooo attracted to the first 2, but I had PROMISED myself I was NOT going to have sex on camera, so while the 3 of them went straight for hottub groping as soon as they got there, I sat by myself reading my "Teachings Of Buddha" book (ok, I was naked while I was reading it, but I'm ALWAYS naked...Nothing inherently sexual about that, right?!!
)
So...The first few hours went pretty much like that...The PB peeps set up all kinds of sexxxy scenarios (truth or dare, body shots, etc), provided TONS of alcohol (there was NO FOOD in the house AT ALL...Only TONS of beer and liquor...Lame!), but I don't drink, so I was the only sober one...And I only participated in the getting naked parts of the sex games (ok, I made out w/the porn star chick a little, but ONLY b/c I wanted to...NOT b/c the PB peeps were TRYING THEIR DAMNEDEST to insigate it...I was VERY adamant about not doing anything hardcore just to make their lame little TV show more interesting, even if I came across looking like a totally un-fun uber-bitch b/c of it!!)
I was HAVING NO FUN AT ALL, and totally getting ready to just walk out on the whole deal, but we were scheduled to go on a secret "field trip" outside the house (which we all just thought was going to be getting sushi or something, since we were freakin' starving at that point). I figured I'd stick it out at least through that part, and if it sucked, I'd bail when we got home.
Long story short (too late, I know!!
), the field trip turned out to be to this BADASSICAL S&M dungeon where Britany Andrews (another hot ass fucking porn star) was waiting to "whip us into shape" (hehe!! ) As soon as we walked in, she told us to "get naked, slaves" so we could get strapped into these fucking hot-ass bondage contraptions so she (and her sexxxy minions) could, um, "torture" us...Everyone else got naked right away, but I hesitated for a sec...I KNEW if I went ahead w/the bondage shit there would be no more holding out for me (I loooooooooooooooooove being dominated like that, and the PB folks KNEW it, and TOTALLY set up the trip to try to melt away all my "I'm not having sex on camera no matter what" willpower...Bastards!!! ). So I was trying to decide if I should head out the door, or just let go and have a fun time despite my concerns about looking like some kind of porn star or something on the show...I looked at Brian (rick moranis dude), Ariel (porn star girl), and Britany standing there naked ready waiting to strap me down, and I just couldn't fucking resist...I went crazy from that point on, and it was ALL (well, mostly all...we were a little sneaky sometimes...hehe ) captured on tape.
Grrrr!! Damn my perpetual horniness to hell!! Don't get me wrong...I had a fucking BLAST!!! I was w/all of them (together and separately...oy!
) many times for the rest of the date (the camera crew watching got me all riled up, too...Domination and exhibitionism...2 of my biggest turn-ons, dammit!!), and I count them all among my really good friends now (the first time Brian and I were alone together we were talking about video games while we were fucking, and the first 3 way w/him and Ariel we were talking about anime to get ourselves worked up even more!) We are all a bunch of uber-geeks, but that's why we got along sooooooooo well, and I totally love them!! (btw...If you're wondering about the football guy, I think Ariel did some shit w/him, but mostly he was just the odd-man out...But I did play strip Go-Fish w/him a couple of times! )
Anyway, overall, I am happy that I stuck it out and experienced something new (the reality show part, not the sex part, obviously!
), but I'm a tad concerned about any possible work re-percussions which might occur as a result of this...The way I see it, it wasn't "porn" b/c I didn't do anything I wouldn't have done in my normal life (porn is fucking people you are TOLD to fuck...I CHOSE to be w/my FRIENDS). The only similarity to porn is that I did it on camera, but, fuck it! I'm open about nudity and sexuality, so what's the big deal, right? I know there are a lot of uptight people in this biz (or, more accurately, hypocritical people, since I didn't do anything that most people don't do all the time...I just chose to be more open about it than most) who may judge me negatively b/c of my participation in this project, but fuck it. I was real, I was myself, and if it costs me jobs, it is so THEIR loss...And, FYI, the sex part was such a minor part of the show (fun, but minor). Most of the time we discussed our political and spiritual views, and we are all good, caring people who try to make the world a better place in our own happy, free, non-judgemental ways. I think that should override any negativity which might possibly be associated w/the whole "sex on camera" thing, don't you?
Anyway...Here's hoping it all turns out OK in the end.
Peace and love to you, my super-cool, non-judgemental SG friends.
-Kasey, The NON-Porn Star Chick VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
wow ...
i agree with you on the 'porn' classification: if I had the chance to 'flesh mingle' with several hot people, I'd do it, and not under the pressure of the all-seeing camera. so far that chance hasn't presented itself...