WHAT RED FLAGS?!?!??!! WHERE
fuck me, even though I feel like this may end in disaster i still fucking love him and want to be with him. which is really god damn irritating.
He came over and we arent breaking up, talked things through . But he seems very wary and scared of me
soooo something I'm ashamed to admit, I cut myself for the first time in 7 years yesterady over this. I wore a long sleeved sweater to hide it but he saw a bit and i had to confess and he said it freaked him out.
then I asked if i could spend the night and he said no
he was thinking about it and made up his mind after he saw one of my cuts.
he wants me to talk to my therapist in the morning first because he says he doesn't want to get into another unhealthy relationship
pretty sure my therapist will say not to continue the relationship however indirectly.... but
I didnt want to
hah
he just called and broke up with me
sweet. relief.
I'm seriously fine
like its better to know
on the phone with tactical now
fuck me, even though I feel like this may end in disaster i still fucking love him and want to be with him. which is really god damn irritating.
He came over and we arent breaking up, talked things through . But he seems very wary and scared of me
soooo something I'm ashamed to admit, I cut myself for the first time in 7 years yesterady over this. I wore a long sleeved sweater to hide it but he saw a bit and i had to confess and he said it freaked him out.
then I asked if i could spend the night and he said no
he was thinking about it and made up his mind after he saw one of my cuts.he wants me to talk to my therapist in the morning first because he says he doesn't want to get into another unhealthy relationship
pretty sure my therapist will say not to continue the relationship however indirectly.... but
I didnt want to
hah
he just called and broke up with me
sweet. relief.
I'm seriously fine
like its better to know
on the phone with tactical now
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he says he doesn't want to get into another unhealthy relationship
Sorry, but if he can't cut his ex loose, he's the one with the relationship issues.
please seek help. our internet hugs aren't going to help you get a handle on this, and your therapist needs to know about the self-mutilation. you are overwhelmed and hurting yourself, and frightening someone you care about. please get help.