Ok soo, going to have little sort-of-rant...
Photographers keep commenting on how amazing it is that I'm comfortable in my body. Whilst I appreciate the compliment in this: I'm confident in front of the camera and I kind of know how to work my body... I don't like hearing it as often as I do.
It feels like they are saying it out of pity, like 'aww, the chubby girl acts all confident and okay in front of the camera, how cute'.
Does it need to be said? really? I mean, that implies to me that thin girls are all comfortable in their bodies and that these togs are shocked that I'm able to seem fine with myself in front of them and their cameras. To be completely honest, around 90-95% of the pics I get back, after editing, I like but most of them I hate. They are disgusting, I know how fat I am and a lot of the time I just think give up -_-
So really, I'm not 'so comfortable' in my body! I just pretend for a little bit. It's nice of them to kind of compliment me and I guess try and boost my confidence but it actually quite offends me =/
Anyway, rant over lol.
Btw I am NOT looking for compliments just need to share this lol. Can't do it anywhere else 'cos lots of togs will see xD
Peace&Love xxx
