She is never going to leave her girlfriend for me. She won't. I know this. But I'm so in love with her it's not funny. And when she says she loves me I believe her because I'm a fucking idiot.
I know it's wrong and stupid and I have to stop before some one gets hurt but every time I see her I just want to be with her. And when I'm alone with her she acts like I'm the only person in the world.
I can't avoid her, all my friends are her friends and if I see them I see her. And as long as I'm around her I'm never going to find some one because she'll be the only one I see.
This is a taste of lesbian drama and it's a horrible, horrible thing. I'm a frikken Pieces-Cancer-Pieces, this doesn't help.
I am smoking so much fucking weed it's not healthy. I have gone out every night since Halloween and been stoned or drunk or something. I gotta cut down on all this crap.
Like going online while baked. I'm going to read this tommorow and cringe.
Bye kids.
I know it's wrong and stupid and I have to stop before some one gets hurt but every time I see her I just want to be with her. And when I'm alone with her she acts like I'm the only person in the world.
I can't avoid her, all my friends are her friends and if I see them I see her. And as long as I'm around her I'm never going to find some one because she'll be the only one I see.
This is a taste of lesbian drama and it's a horrible, horrible thing. I'm a frikken Pieces-Cancer-Pieces, this doesn't help.
I am smoking so much fucking weed it's not healthy. I have gone out every night since Halloween and been stoned or drunk or something. I gotta cut down on all this crap.
Like going online while baked. I'm going to read this tommorow and cringe.
Bye kids.
blacklabyrinth:
Well the post isn't actually all that cringe worthy unless the wrong people read it. But the one continuous drunk/stoned bender can get nasty. The 3rd year of my BA got flushed away doing that. It was fun while it lasted but damned expensive.