Back home. Sister's safe. She called me near the cali-oregon line and I brought her home admist much screaming and threats of family therapy from my harpy mother. Mary's going to move back in with me and my dad in December.
And so. Back into the lesbian drama I go. I've been spending a lot of time with this girl- we've been on and off for nearly four years. And apparently we're on again. She's just neglected, again, to tell her girlfriend about me.
I really, really have to get out of this, but I don't want to. And she told me that she's in love with me again. Sure, it was in the post-coital bliss, but it still counts, right? Auuurg. Fucking women. I don't know what my problem is. I just can't have a normal relasionship.
Some times I wish I was straight. But that would involve having sex with boys, which we all know is dirty, disgusting, and against god's law. Fucking breeders.
And so. Back into the lesbian drama I go. I've been spending a lot of time with this girl- we've been on and off for nearly four years. And apparently we're on again. She's just neglected, again, to tell her girlfriend about me.
I really, really have to get out of this, but I don't want to. And she told me that she's in love with me again. Sure, it was in the post-coital bliss, but it still counts, right? Auuurg. Fucking women. I don't know what my problem is. I just can't have a normal relasionship.
Some times I wish I was straight. But that would involve having sex with boys, which we all know is dirty, disgusting, and against god's law. Fucking breeders.

nowheregirl:
Glad to hear she's back. Your family drama sounds a lot like many of my friend's family drama's. Hang in there, eventually you'll have things in your life the way you want them to be, it just takes time...