karmachameleon

I had really, really, really good sex last night.

Emotionaly healthy?

Hell no!

But it was still really, really good, and I'm going to have a post-o glow for the next week or so.

mmMMMmmmMMmmm.

Moving in a couple days. Off of the 300+ acre farm to a fucking condo in Leominster. I've never actually lived in a city or town before, except in Cali. I'm always in the middle of no where. At least now I can get pizza delievered. And it has a nice pot smokin' porch.

"Let it Be... Naked" is rocking my ass right now.

Oh...
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Back home. Sister's safe. She called me near the cali-oregon line and I brought her home admist much screaming and threats of family therapy from my harpy mother. Mary's going to move back in with me and my dad in December.

And so. Back into the lesbian drama I go. I've been spending a lot of time with this girl- we've been on and off...
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In California. My sister still hasn't shown up. We think she's going to New Mexico. If she crosses the border into Mexico itself, we're pretty much fucked because the law enforcement won't help up south of the border.

This is more than a little stressful. I haven't seen my mother in a year or talked to her for about six months and now all of...
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My sister's missing. She didn't come home last night and no one knows where she is. She's 16 years old. I'm so scared. I've never been this scared in my life. I might have to fly out to California tonight. She lives in Berkeley with my mother. I've been crying all morning and I just don't know what to do.

She's had some problems with...
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My sister's missing. She didn't come home last night and no one knows where she is. She's 16 years old. I'm so scared. I've never been this scared in my life. I might have to fly out to California tonight. She lives in Berkeley with my mother. I've been crying all morning and I just don't know what to do.

She's had some problems with...
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Going out to see Cradle of Filth and Type O Negative on Friday. I haven't been to a concert since Ozzfest where I saw Cradle for the first time. I was way up front by the jersey barriers and some guy kept touching my butt. That was exciting.

I have probably been sober for a total of five minutes this week. I'm sober right now...
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Stupid... stupid... stupid...

Fucking women.

Auuuuuuuuuurg.

You'd think it would be easier and I would understand them.

Oh, hell no.

Ahh! Apathy!

I have two three page papers due in four and a half hours. One of them is already late. The other I haven't even seen the film for. I should be working. Instead, I'm cruising SG like the socially malformed loser that I am.

This always happens at school. I start off the semester just fine, and then after midterms my give-a-shit level...
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She lies. She cheats. She will worm her way into my brain and I won't be able to get rid of her. She will love me one day and be indifferent to me the next day.

Sounds like all of this has happened before. Oh, boy, it has. Three times. You think time would make me wiser, wouldn't you? Ha. Silly you. Every time I...
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http://members.cox.net/impunity/endofworld.swf

*snork*

I'm having this huge ass party on Halloween and I'm just starting to freak out about it. A ton of people are coming and I have to clean and decorate and get booze and weed and figure out how to pay for it all. It's going to be my core group of friends, the outskirts of my group of friends, friends of friends, friends of...
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