karmab

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So I bought a year long membership and just haven't used it at all. I use the forums and haven't look at any set in quite a while. I wish there was like a partial membership.

My Favorite Song at the Moment.

I have met someone really awesome but I think I might sabotage things because of where I am in my life. And to complicate things we are in two different states quite far apart. I am really fond of her but I think she is head over heals for me. I don't think I can feel like that for someone I have never met in...
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I'm back home for the moment. It feels good to be home except I feel like most of my friends have moved.

For a brief few hours I live in subtle perfection. Smoke a blunt, have a few drinks, dinner, some white wine and a movie. I wish I could live in that moment. I wish that moment was not just a fluke but an on going moment that only varied slightly from night to night. I knew how if felt for one night.

March12th!

I am feeling amorous I wish I had a nerdy girl to cuddle and fool around with.

I want to move to France to drink absinthe, eat good food and fuck french girls.

I have been horny since school started there is nothing but attractive people here.

I have smoked more pot since I have been here then I have ever smoked in my life.

I feel like I'm being ditched by "friends" down here.

I am no longer an El Pasoan. I'm not as excited as I thought I would be. I miss my friends. I wish I could bring them here.

Something still hurts about being told that you don't have a chance with someone even if you aren't interested in them. Besides that I had a good night overall. My days in El Paso are numbered.

I'm trying to get out of my hometown but having to depend on someone else to make it happen. It's been such a fucking hassle. Every time I try to talk to them they give an excuse that they can't right now. If I get fucked over by them I don't think I'll ever be able to have anything to do with them again.