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karalynn

The White Downs, in the Westfarthing of the Shire

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Thursday Aug 05, 2004

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Quote of the Day:

Todays mighty oak is just yesterdays nut that held its ground. Unknown


Why is it that in my head I think I look so much different than in reality? So often I see pictures of myself and think, Who is that fat chick with the road map of stretch marks across her stomach. Wait I have that outfit.

I feel so much sexier and prettier than I actually am most of the time. It makes me sick sometimes to see myself. puke

Why am I posting such a moody journal entry? I took progress pictures of myself to keep track of my weight loss and muscle conditioning and I look like a fat tub. I hate them.

Here is where I get all new age: I want to look like my astral self. The person I project to other worlds; the person that I am. Ive been working on this for not even a year now and I can see a change but mostly I feel it and being slapped in the face with those pictures really bugged me.




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thelibra:
no problem.
i've been deemed the local ray of sunshine here at work even though i've been so terribly cranky as of late smile
Aug 6, 2004
hellomrworld:
We are fellow pagans too .. so that should be cool ...

A pagan goddess is awesome though where do you do your magical work ??

My wifey is also on here and much more wicked cool then me ... Ninanna
Aug 6, 2004

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