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So, I've been wanting to share some happenings in my life since pretty early last year, but COVID struck, and (as a result) I kind of disconnected from everyone but my partner, some really close friends, and even closer family. Even as vaccines were rolled out, I was incredibly hesitant to jump into any social situations due to some personal obligations that were demanding my...
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The past couple weeks have been weird for me.

For starters, I had so much going on between guitar lessons, school, work, dog training, volunteering, researching, writing, and trying to maintain a social life, that I ran myself into the ground and got sick. I cancelled a date with someone that I want particularly attracted to, cancelled a date with my on again off again...
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I'm typically a pretty outgoing person. I can read people pretty well, have a decent intuition for what to say and not to say, interests that spam the entire spectrum of human experience, and a personally reminiscent of an excited puppy meeting strangers.

Then, it happens, I encounter a woman I find attractive, and everything that should have prepared me for that moment disappears. My...
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