should you be disappointed when the girl that you want more than anything is trying to hook you up with her friend? that happened to me tonite. we are in the dating process. i dont know if she was testing me or what but it was kind of confusing. kind of hurt too. i was about to go to a club in miami with a bunch of friends but as soon as i was going in she called me and told me to meet her at the factory. thats a long drive but i did it to be with her. i feel kind of stupid but i cant stay mad at her. tomorrow when she calls me im going to act like it didnt happen. i hate the way emotions make you blind. i cant help the way i feel.

in other news: the whole time ive been home i had problems with staying awake. which is weird because normally i cant go to sleep. ive been taking medication for a cold the entire time. so today i decide to read the box and it sez take one tablet every 12 hours. do not exceed 2 within 24 hours. ive been taking 2 three times a day. no wonder i couldnt stay awake. i was overdosing. and it makes you dehydrated to. that sux.