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Hiya! Hope everyone is doing spectacular! More fun stories for everyone cuz I know everyone misses em when I dont update! So, crazy Steve practically gave me a fucking breakdown the other day. Shall I start at the beginning I had went to get some shit from his house cuz he and I werent on good terms and he had left me this note apologizing for being a dick (I dont remember what it was over though) and says Im going to sleep, I hope youll stay so I go outside to call my buddy Josh cuz us and some friends had made plans to go to the lake. Well, Steve comes outside and makes amends and asks if I want to hang out with his buddy and his girlfriend that day. I tell him I already have plans but maybe later. So, I go to the lake with my friends and were up on this big rock cliff we jump off of and we look over at the dock across the lake just in time to see Steve circle it and drive away then we see him drive across the bridge several times. Well, after we leave the lake I call him and he asks what Id been doing all day and I say I was at three sisters (the rocks), you should know, we saw you drive by a billion times and he denies seeing us or looking for us. Well, that was all fine and dandy. He tells me theyre going to barbeque, hell call me back later. So, I go over to our friends house with Josh and we start drinking beer (yay) and dont hear from Steve for hours. By then I was drunk and he was mad and from this point on is a bit of a blur However, I do remember the highlights. We were sitting outside drinking and Steve comes and throws my shit out all over the driveway, tells me hes going to ruin my life in this area cuz he knows everyone, and that my family loves him and will believe whatever he says over me. THEN he tells me hes going to go crash his car into a tree so I wont have to worry about him any more. He was more of a dick and by the time he left, I was in tears calling my friend Mikey to pick me up at the airport (in Seattle) because I was going home RIGHT THEN haha but of course Mikey didnt answer his phone. Therefore, I didnt go to the airport. So anyway, I get my sister to come get me and on our way home Steve calls her and says hes crashing his car into a tree, and then he calls me and tells me we both say whatever and let it go couple minutes later he calls back and says call 911, I crashed my car. I didnt think he was serious so Im pretty sure we didnt call (keep in mind, still drunk). Well, turns out he really did but it was because he swerved so he wouldnt hit a dog. Well, wasnt that dog convenient. Considering he NEVER swerves for animals, not even his own dogs. So, today he calls me and asks if I have someone to take me to work (cuz my broken arse car is still in the shop) because if not, hed like to take me so we can talk because Id really like to work things out with you I already explained I dont want any serious relationships or anything here because I dont want a reason not to go back to Seattle and he is all looking to settle down or some nonsense. Ugh. So, yeah psycho much? Today we were up at three sisters again and Josh goes look, its Steve and I thought he was kidding but I look up and hes driving around the boat dock. Josh is ready to kill him but I dont want more drama so, Im trying to keep him from doing that haha.

My little brother just called me and told me that I should have called him to pick me up at the airport because I would have come home dammit! I miss that kid! I had been strongly considering staying here for my paramedic class but Im slowly becoming more and more miserable here so I dont think its going to happen. I love the friends Ive made here and all but its just not the same. Besides, Mikey and I gotta go talk to the wedding coordinator hahaha. He asked where I was going to stay when I come back and I told him that I was going to get a refrigerator box and live in downtown Seattle somewhere and all the bums will envy me because I have the biggest box. He told me Id get molested so I said he could come hang out in my box and protect me. Hes not all about hanging out in the box though. HOW MEAN. Too cool for my box *sigh*

Hmm I do have non psycho fun stuff to write about. We took beer out to the lake and were drinking and theres this rock about 30 feet from the shore thats under water but you can sit on it and hang out and the three sisters that we jump off of is about 20 feet from that rock. If youre standing on the shore the underwater rock is directly in front of you and the sisters are off to the left at an angle. I wanted motivation to swim out to the sisters so I told my buddy Jordy to throw my beer in and Id swim to it. Well, he threw it to the wrong rock so I had to swim extra that sucked because Im somewhat lazy haha.
Some other people that Josh and Jordy know showed up and ended up being really cool. We were standing up on top of the sisters (the 3rd sister is pretty high) and looking downstream and about 300 yards away were these buoys (or however its spelled) and you could see a can floating and we were joking around and I said if that can makes it between the buoys, Ill get naked. It starts floating the wrong way and Ill be damned if Josh doesnt jump off the rock into the water and start swimming towards the can and this guy, Jay (funny funny guy) runs down off the rock and starts running along the shore (keep in mind, this is in the woods haha). Josh climbs out and starts running, slips on a rock and fucks up his ribs, keeps running, and then all of the sudden you see both of them jump in the water and start swimming for the can. Needless to say, the can made it through but there were little eyes around so, they got ripped off halfway. Jordy said hed take off his shorts if Id flash em well, well just say, Im jealous cuz Jordy has a nicer ass than me. Haha We met guys there that looked like the singer from Eve 6, and Burt from the Used, that was amusing. Oh well, to top off my fun day, we climb back up the hill to the van and Steve had left a note on it for me that said I found your watch hmm okay haha. I just realized I said haha a lot in this alack and alas. Well, my dears I guess thats all for now. Xoxoxox

OH! I found this poem in my computer, I forgot about it it popped into my head a while back while I was driving down the road the title is Steve & Laura (not psycho Steve)


Let me have my way with her
Let me bruise her face
Let me make her bleed and cry
Give her just one taste

Ill stick this knife right in her back
Drag it down her spine
Twist it deeper, smile sweet
As she did to mine

Next can I rip out her heart
Rub it through the dirt
Let that close friend stomp on it
Show her how it hurts

Dont think that you get off so easy
Or think youre not to blame
For every lie you said was true
Ill make you feel my pain

Remember how I cried to you
And felt I couldnt breathe
How my world came crashing down
Now youll finally see

How about I slit your throat
Look you in your eyes
Kiss you softly, I love you
And smile as you die

Better yet, Ill walk away
And smile happily
A scandalous friend and a lying boy
Are nothing that I need

Look at all the pain youve caused
The friends you pushed away
Shell find someone new and leave you there
You know shell never stay

The gas now poured, the match is lit
Theres no getting out of this
Our friendship Ill burn to the ground
Its nothing that Ill miss