Fuckity fuck fuck FUCK... I was well into writing this blog when all of the sudden it vanished from my computer. Blog round 2...
Hello my dear friends in SG land...
As you may or may not know, I was fired from my job a couple weeks ago. They told me that I didn't possess the leadership qualities they were looking for. I, honestly, think thats crap because I busted my ass working for them. I was upset at first but then realized that maybe this is for the best. I mean, it paid well, and I loved it BUT it was a pizza place... however, many of the people that work there have been there for 10+ years. Thats not for me. As much as I love Pagliacci (their owner, Matt Galivn is one of the nicest people you will ever meet)... it is partially due to them that I have decided to go back to school. I have decided to go back full time. I'm working on seeking out a part time job. I may go waitress at Deja Vu again. It's nothing spectacular but it pays minimum wage (and Seattles is the highest in the country) plus tips. When I waitressed there before, I made between 70-100 bucks on a regular night... and since I wouldn't have to pay for school... I could just do the unemployment thing but I dont' like not working.
Things have been going well, all things considered. The ex hasn't talked to me since he told me he hopes I get hit by a car (see previous blog if needed!). My current boyfriend is awesome... he is sincere, funny... an all around great guy. With that said, you guys know me, and know something bad must be coming haha.... I have been feeling the urge to back off. I think it's just me being crazy. I don't know. I stopped taking my anti anxiety meds a few months ago because I didn't feel I needed them any more. I still don't feel like I really need them but I don't want to sabotage my own relationship because I am loony! Hahaha...
My brother came to visit me over Thanksgiving/my birthday week. It was cool seeing him. He is the only person I have talked to from my dads side of the family (other than my grandma) since I left Ky over two years ago. He contacted me because he didn't want to get caught up in all their bullshit. They are hypocrites, and liars. After he told me what my dad has been saying about me, I posted a blog about him (my dad) on my myspace... the line that summed it up was "polishing shit doesn't make it a diamond." I thought that was a pretty neat line. Oh well, at least my bro doesn't buy into their shit.
Anywho, I'm supposed to be shooting pin up's with the photographer that my shoot a set with me soon. I want to work with her, and see how it goes before getting naked. Wish me luck!
xo
Hello my dear friends in SG land...
As you may or may not know, I was fired from my job a couple weeks ago. They told me that I didn't possess the leadership qualities they were looking for. I, honestly, think thats crap because I busted my ass working for them. I was upset at first but then realized that maybe this is for the best. I mean, it paid well, and I loved it BUT it was a pizza place... however, many of the people that work there have been there for 10+ years. Thats not for me. As much as I love Pagliacci (their owner, Matt Galivn is one of the nicest people you will ever meet)... it is partially due to them that I have decided to go back to school. I have decided to go back full time. I'm working on seeking out a part time job. I may go waitress at Deja Vu again. It's nothing spectacular but it pays minimum wage (and Seattles is the highest in the country) plus tips. When I waitressed there before, I made between 70-100 bucks on a regular night... and since I wouldn't have to pay for school... I could just do the unemployment thing but I dont' like not working.
Things have been going well, all things considered. The ex hasn't talked to me since he told me he hopes I get hit by a car (see previous blog if needed!). My current boyfriend is awesome... he is sincere, funny... an all around great guy. With that said, you guys know me, and know something bad must be coming haha.... I have been feeling the urge to back off. I think it's just me being crazy. I don't know. I stopped taking my anti anxiety meds a few months ago because I didn't feel I needed them any more. I still don't feel like I really need them but I don't want to sabotage my own relationship because I am loony! Hahaha...
My brother came to visit me over Thanksgiving/my birthday week. It was cool seeing him. He is the only person I have talked to from my dads side of the family (other than my grandma) since I left Ky over two years ago. He contacted me because he didn't want to get caught up in all their bullshit. They are hypocrites, and liars. After he told me what my dad has been saying about me, I posted a blog about him (my dad) on my myspace... the line that summed it up was "polishing shit doesn't make it a diamond." I thought that was a pretty neat line. Oh well, at least my bro doesn't buy into their shit.
Anywho, I'm supposed to be shooting pin up's with the photographer that my shoot a set with me soon. I want to work with her, and see how it goes before getting naked. Wish me luck!
xo
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No I didnt get to see them and Im really not happy about it, I wanted to see them oh so bad.
He is doing pretty well, I need to spend more time with him, Ive been so busy that I just get to pet him at night and when Im going to work, we need more time together.
I always type everything in word and copy and past it, I almost never lose my journals that way.
Well that is great, do you know what you want to go to school to be? $100 a night is pretty damn good.
Your ex does sound like an ass.
Well dont think like that, if you to have a lot in common and he treats you well and you can close your eyes and see you with him for the rest of your life then why fuck things up, if he fucks things up first then you can punch him in the belly and run LOL.
I had no idea that you and your dad were not talking, I thought you left on pretty good terms, what has he been saying about you? Im glad your brother is still nice to you and your grandma, grandmas are the best, I love mine, she is so great.
Good luck, I hope the shoot goes well.