Yeah Yeah... I know that I haven't been around. But to be honest I haven't been around much of anything lately. I'm kind of in a slump and looking for a way to pull myself out. Just one of those things I guess. Hopefully I'll be back and running on full power again soon. 
Sorry you're feeling in a slump, sometimes it's good to vent in a place like here....but I hope you feel more up soon.