Sooo.....
I have gained and lost soooo many friends in the past year... I have gained so much love for myself with the friends I have now also...doing a great job realizing that there just isnt good in every person on this earth and i need to quit thinking there is...
I am an amazing big hearted caring beautiful lady and any man who finds me is gonna be lucky
if he hasnt already so hold on and dont let go cause the years ahead of me are goiong to be nothing but positive!!
Yes I will have my bad days where i cant stop thinking and all i need is that one short call from someone who really cares to say Jen cut it out your thinking to much love ya!! I just sometimes need the reassurance that i wont get left behind anymore thats all even though i know in the back my mind i wont i just like to still hear it sometimes.
And I want to apologize to any of those amazing people that i end up taking it out on with annoying assumptions and asking silly questions about life to which i should already know the answers to lol
Anyways I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR SUCH AMAZING TIMES and those still to come
<3 <3
and on that note i leave you all with my happy song
......
I have gained and lost soooo many friends in the past year... I have gained so much love for myself with the friends I have now also...doing a great job realizing that there just isnt good in every person on this earth and i need to quit thinking there is...
I am an amazing big hearted caring beautiful lady and any man who finds me is gonna be lucky

Yes I will have my bad days where i cant stop thinking and all i need is that one short call from someone who really cares to say Jen cut it out your thinking to much love ya!! I just sometimes need the reassurance that i wont get left behind anymore thats all even though i know in the back my mind i wont i just like to still hear it sometimes.
And I want to apologize to any of those amazing people that i end up taking it out on with annoying assumptions and asking silly questions about life to which i should already know the answers to lol
Anyways I LOVE YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR SUCH AMAZING TIMES and those still to come

and on that note i leave you all with my happy song

ladymayhem:
Yay yay yay! That is a good way to be thinking. Love you my darling. 
